New year. New school. Dean and Sam Winchester had been moving a lot. But this time it'd be permanent.…hopefully. Dean is a nerd. Straight A's all 'round. He meets Castiel Novak. Popular guy. Not so good in grades but hey he'll do anything for Dean. He doesn't know why but the new kid intrigued him in a way no one else ever did. Sam is five. He meets little Gabriel Novak. A mute. Even though Sam doesn't have a clue what the boy means with his hand signals, he's determined to be friends with him. art by Tsuki-Nekota on tumblr

Dean is in love with his best friend, Castiel. Who happens to be in a happy relationship with someone else. How long will it take for Dean to break? • • • The point of view revolves around Dean so you can know his emotions, not Castiels. Also, it is going to have some DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AND GRAPHIC SCENES so if you get triggered easily, you can skip the parts.

THIS IS PART TWO OF GREEN EYED MONSTER! "Cas, I can't. It isn't allowed." Dean whispered, barely audible. The look in his eyes showed his heart was breaking. He pleaded for the throb in his chest to just stop, he wanted everything to just stop. "Dean, it's YOUR fucking life. Stop letting him control you. Grow a dick and stick up for yourself. You are going to lose me." "Cas... Please." "Please nothing, Dean. Do you want me or not?" I ask, not ready to hear what he will say. "If only you could understand." "Dean!" I growl. "Do you fucking want me or not!?" Silence consumed him. "...no."

THIS IS PART ONE OF GREEN EYED MONSTER! "Cas, I can't. It isn't allowed." Dean whispered, barely audible. The look in his eyes showed his heart was breaking. He pleaded for the throb in his chest to just stop, he wanted everything to just stop. "Dean, it's YOUR fucking life. Stop letting him control you. Grow a dick and stick up for yourself. You are going to lose me." "Cas... Please." "Please nothing, Dean. Do you want me or not?" I ask, not ready to hear what he will say. "If only you could understand." "Dean!" I growl. "Do you fucking want me or not!?" Silence consumed him. "...no."