'Tae patted the bed next to him, and I sat down, hesitating. I tried to make eye contact with my boyfriends gorgeous, deep, almost black eyes, but he refused to look me in the eyes. The amount of tears falling from Taehyung's eyes increased, and he shut them hard, breathing deeply in and out once before he removed his hands from his thighs. I screamed' Warning •Mentions of self harm •Cursing