"i'm not afraid of death; i just don't want to be there when it happens." (cover by elle)

everyone said that nails were painted to suit someone's mood. but her nails were always painted black. {{book 4}}

sometimes the scars were there, sometimes they weren't. it all depended on the concealer. {{book 3}}

she'd disappear with strange men and return an hour later, her lipstick smeared and eyes damp with tears. {{book 2}}

she'd glide on her mascara, using her hair to cover up the badly masked bruise on her face. {{book 1}}

"does she even know everything she's ruined?" book three of the suicide series.

"will you be here tomorrow?" "same time, as always." book two of the suicide series.

about the girl that loved colors almost as much as she loved him. book one of the suicide series.

"Well, we go to concerts. Then we get kicked out." © existentivl

in which two teenagers are looking for sex, drugs, and trouble.