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Being bullied by 5sos by Fivesause5sosmallory
Fivesause5sosmallory
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A school year of pain, tears, blood, broken bones. Myah Robbins moves from Perth to Sydney, Her life comes tumbling down by 4 boys. What will happen to myah?
the final cut • lashton by ghetto_larry
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"and if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight?" he became my small obsession. he became my first real crush. he became everything to me. I became his only friend. I became his shoulder to cry on. I became the only person he trusted with his darkest secret. [short story] Warning: may contain triggering thoughts such as: depression, eating disorders, suicide, self harm
Over and Over (Lashton) by myhellismymind
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Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.
I miss you daddy by savxgedxlans
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5SOS were in a car crash... Luke, Calum and Ashton survived but Michael died on the scene These are a bunch of the letters his daughter sent to him up in heaven
Dying on the inside || Lashton by irwinhorandun
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Ashton Irwin, the drummer for 5sos, needs help. He's been dying inside for too long, but nobody knows. He doesn't know where to turn. Falling back into old habits, he self harms. Luke is the first to notice Ashton's need for help. He comforts him, and helps him. But Luke doesn't realize Ashton falls for him, and they become closer then needed. Once Luke thinks Ashton is okay, he goes back to being himself, leaving Ashton devastated yet again. What happens when Ashton has had enough?
dead ☆ cth by halfmuke
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"All you are is a slut. Just like I've said time and time before. But before, they didn't know it was true, it was all jokes. " "But-" He interrupted me. "You're a whore, that's that."
Reckless ♡ Ashton Irwin by Ashtons_fingers
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"He loved her smile so much, he took it" There are a lot of obstacles in this difficult relationship. Will fate bring the two closer together or further apart? Main Characters old name: Chloe New Name: Jade Warning: Sexual scenes and swearing
cuts | 5sos by IrisTamara
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in which a depressed and low self-esteemed girl gets help from the unexpected gift.
Lost Without Them  (Ashton Irwin Story) by SilentlyFighting
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(Previously called I Draw Too...) They all think its so easy. Having a famous brother, famous friends. But it has never been easy... It never will be. (TRIGGER WARNING-- This contains some mentions of self harm, if you do not feel comfortable with this then please dont feel forced to read this book. I am too forgetful to put warnings in everytime so I am putting the warning here instead. There will also be swearing in various places so be warned. Just so you know...)
Luke Hemmings Imagines by loveehemmings96
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this is a book of your relationship with luke hemmings. it's a bunch of imagines, but they go together. not gonna lie it's incredibly cute and will make your heart explode. i wrote them all, hope you enjoy them :) || pls check out my other works !