At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?

A war against the humans A dying hybrid race The last few coveted omegas that is the only thing saving the race A lottery where all qualified alphas and omegas fight for the right to claim them... What could go wrong? This story is 20% hunger games meet underworld 20% love story 60% drama and smut (More info will be in first chapter. History of the hybrids and the lottery) Namjoon, Jungkook and Yoongi are all on their early 20s Jin is 16 Hoseok and Jimin are 15