A collection of poems about life, death, and some stuff in-between. All writings belong to me, myself, and I.

I never talked the way I thought. Often, that filled me with regret. This is something I wrote some years ago that I just wanted to share! Obviously my knowledge on writing was limited and it shows :,)

saudade; a nostalgic longing for something or someone that was loved and then lost, with the knowledge that it or they might never return; "the love that remains." (contains triggers) more quotes on my tik tok @ user548414754 • highest rankings #1 in poems #1 in sad poems #1 in sad poetry #1 in sad quotes #1 in quotes #1 in poem book #1 in deep thoughts #1 in thoughtsandfeelings #2 in poem #2 in poet all written by me. ©2021 svwrites. all rights reserved

Hindi si Eunice ang klase ng babaeng naniniwala sa forever kahit pa taken siya. At kahit pa apat na taon na siyang may boyfriend, sobrang bitter pa rin niya pagdating sa usapang love life. Nang magtagpo ang landas nila ng idol niyang romance novelist na si Gregory Troye, hindi niya inaasahang matatawid ang mga limitasyong ibinigay niya sa sarili para lang sa inaakala niyang tunay na pagmamahal. Sa sandaling halos ipamukha na sa kanya ng tadhana na mali siya ng mga naging desisyon sa buhay, mapaninindigan pa kaya niya ang paniniwalang walang happy ending kung ang inaakala niyang ending ay magdudulot sa kanya ng tunay na kahulugan ng salitang "happy?" Para matapos ang kuwentong hindi naman tungkol sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan, pero tungkol sa love; ano nga ba ang kailangan niyang gawin para matapos ang kanyang pinapangarap na collab? At sa di-inaasahang pagsasama ng dalawang taong hindi naman ganoong nagtagal, mahahanap niya sa di-inaasahang pagkakataon ang perpektong kasagutan sa tanong na "Naranasan mo na bang magmahal?" Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish. Cover Illustration by Sempiternal Artist ******** The F- Buddies © 2019 by Elena Buncaras ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the author, except brief quotes and lines used in some description, written specifically for inclusion in this book. This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, some places, and incidents are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, places, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. 09/05/19 -09/27/19

After marrying for convenience, Sienna Velasquez ends up becoming the wife of Eros Jacinto, the governor of San Juaquin. Just when she thinks their marriage is finally going well, a sudden misunderstanding comes between them, eventually putting their relationship to the test. *** Despite their age gap, Sienna Velasquez marries Eros Jacinto for the benefit of her family's business. She believes their marriage is merely a matter of convenience, unaware that Eros has had feelings for her for a long time. As they navigate their married life, their relationship improves, and their feelings for each other develop. However, everything turns upside down when a misunderstanding suddenly drives them apart. With Sienna escaping from Eros and eventually falling into a coma, their relationship is put to the ultimate test. Can Sienna and Eros overcome these obstacles in their life and start anew? Or will these challenges break their hearts forever? DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish. COVER DESIGN: Rayne Mariano *** Published under PSICOM

Aviva Lorelei Del Rosario wants the best for her family that's why she ended up being away from them to earn more. Pero there are things which happens unexpectedly kaya naiiba rin ang flow ng ating buhay sa gusto natin. There were two little angels came to her life. Kahit na wala siya sa best point, sinikap niya pa rin para sa dalawa niyang anghel. Things are going smoothly not until after six years, she saw again the man from her past. Ano na ang gagawin ni Avi?

THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #1 Have you ever been so smitten with someone that you were just so grateful they existed? Tipong makita mo lang siya, solved ka na. Kahit hindi mo siya makausap o makasama, inspired na inspired ka. That was the case for Dawn Karsen Navarro, a die-hard fan of a prominent singer and songwriter, Dior Kobe Gallardo. Kahit pa laging General Admission ticket lang ang nabibili niya at halos kasinlaki lang ng gagamba ang natatanaw niya mula sa upuan, marinig niya lang ang boses ng binata, kuntento na siya. So, when luck pulled a trick on her poor heart, she didn't hesitate to take advantage of the opportunity. She went from being in the farthest row to being in the backstage, from seeing only a glimpse of her idol to a face-to-face encounter, and from hearing only a fraction of his life to knowing everything there was to know about him. She had made a lot of progress. But, why did she go back to being seated in the farthest row? Why did she go back to being just a mere fan? After everything they vowed, why did she go back to being a stranger in the midst of the crowd?

It was wrong to be near her. No. He shouldn't be near her. Nilalabanan ni Brandon ang kanyang sarili dahil useless ang attraction na nararamdaman niya. For him, it was all just a game. For him it's pretend-love every night and the show is over every morning. Kaya illegal ang makaramdam ng constant attraction para sa isang babaeng hindi niya naman gaanong kilala. But when Aurora Veronica wore that freaking corporate uniform, the walls he tried to build so hard came crashing down. Come on, Brandon, who are you kidding? The girl looked innocent but she's damn hot with those killer heels. It probably won't hurt that much. After all, it's just a game. It's just a game. Yes, it's just a game. Just one night. One night. It only takes one night to believe all the lies.

Tamad. Feeling gangster. War freak. Kontento na si Pierce Useda sa magulong takbo ng buhay niya. Bigla lang itong nagbago nang magkrus ang landas nila ni Leaf Tea-ang babaeng pinagtangkaan niyang holdapin, pero nauna na nitong nakawin ang puso niya. Ang problema nga lang, taken na ang dalaga ng isang star athlete, guwapo, at mayaman. Ano nga ba ang laban ng isang jejemon na feeling gangster na tulad niya? Sa mga gulong kinasangkutan ni Pierce, hindi niya akalaing ang pag-ibig pala ang pinakamagulo at pinakamasakit sa lahat. Ito na kaya ang una at huling laban na susukuan niya?

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.