Eddie goes through a lot of pain and hate inside of himself while figuring out he is asexual. words: 19063 published: 2017-11-02 this story belongs to @sweetkisses on ao3! not mine! (i just really love this story and i want more people to read it and appreciate it)

➳ Richie and Eddie are assigned as cabin mates for the reopening of Derry Summer Camp ➳ Richie wants to hook up with girls and Eddie just wants to survive through camp without getting hurt ➳ Somehow pretending they're a couple helps the both of them. ➳ oh and kids are dropping like flies around them [side pairing: jyatt] {inspired by my larry book playing gay} HIGHEST RANK: #22 in FANFICTION #88 in BXB -ongoing- started: september 13, 2017

❝ how do you manage to always hurt yourself? ❞ where richie constantly gives himself papercuts in class to get the shy boy's attention