"Realization comes when you are alone in your room" They said, "actions speak louder than words" but the truth is, there are really actions that can't be acted and words that can't be mouthed because of a certain situation. We know ourselves exactly better than anyone else but are sometimes in denial because of fear of rejections. Loving someone means committing to them; we have to love their flaws, especially their past. We can't love a person just because of their good side because we also have to deal with their dark phase. I was there in your darkest but also is the reason why you were there. What if because I was waiting for the right time to come, I ran out of so many chances? How will I then fight my chance on a person that I know I long loved?

Thaizael Divine Veronica Ruis. It was a name that she didn't want to be hers. Life is indeed unfair, she has everything that everyone envies but none of it makes her who she wants to be. Because those fortunes and wealth describe who she needs to be, not who she wants to be. She was forced to follow their path yet it was her fault if she didn't meet their standard. She trusts only a few people, you can even count them using your one hand. Yet, she didn't expect that none of them can be trusted. It is indeed true that betrayal hits ten times more painful when it comes to the person who's close to you.

"A broken vase, crushed by falsified." When I was younger, I used to hear that monster lives under the bed. That sometimes, they are inside the cabinet or they were crawling around in the ceiling. But as I grow older, I come to realize that the real monster was our mind, something that I didn't heard of when I was young; that these deafening voices in our head will be our biggest nightmare. It wasn't my intention, I was drive by my emotion. But who would've believed me? No one. Because in this world full of hypocrites and a lot of religious oldies-having someone inside you was unnatural. They'll judge you as if they know you from within. They wouldn't even lend a single ear on you for you to explain. Because that's how a true world works, rivals will be so many as long as there's a competition.