(Fortsetzung von "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger ") Allein. Das ist das erste Wort an dem Jill denkt, wenn sie aufsteht. Obwohl Louis und sie momentan als das Traumpaar des Jahres gelten und normaler weise eine perfekte Kleinfamilie wäre, fühlt sich Jill mehr und mehr alleine gelassen, während Louis und die Band sowie Isi durch Europa touren. Sie gibt sich nach außen hin Stark, schluckt alles runter und redet kaum mit jemanden über ihre wirklichen Sorgen und Ängste. Aber was wenn es irgendwann auch für sie zu viel wird? Wenn sie nicht mehr weiß wo vorne und hinten ist und ihre nach außen hin so Perfekte Welt droht zusammen zu brechen? Wenn sie einfach ihre Koffer packt und zum wiederholten Mal das Weite sucht?

Zwei Jahre ist es jetzt her, als Jill London mehr oder weniger fluchtartig verlassen hat. Nun zieht sie mit ihrer kleinen Tochter wieder in die Hauptstadt, zu ihrem Zwillingsbruder. Das letzte was Jill will ist Louis, den, unwissenden, Vater der kleinen oder einen seiner Bandmitglieder wieder zu treffen. Das Schicksal jedoch hat was anderes geplant, denn das erste treffen kommt schneller als geplant.

||book 1 of the akotw trilogy|| Hate, abuse, and suffering. That is the reality for 17 year old Channing Darly. She endures the abuse delivered by her stepfather, while also trying to protect her oblivious mother. In order to deal with the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, she often finds herself turning to the blade, and taking her frustrations out on her own delicate flesh. When Channing gets the chance to meet the boys of One Direction at a local signing, she's eager and nervous to share her letters that's she's written to Niall over the past year. They develop a bond that no one seems able to explain; Channing leaves Niall with a stack of her letters, and Niall leaves Channing with the promise that he'll read them, as well as his leather bracelet to remind her that someone is thinking about her. Someone cares. Little does Channing know, that once she let's Niall into her mind and soul through her letters, he'll stop at nothing to mend her broken past. Even when she resists his advances, he lovingly kicks the walls down she's built around her heart; one kiss, one touch, and three little words at a time. They may not have known each other for long... but all they know for sure is that everything has changed... and it started with a kiss on the wrist. ||WARNING|| This story will contain sexual content, as well as many forms of abuse, including: drugs, verbal/physical/sexual abuse, and self harm. It is rated R and not intended for individuals who are underage or lack the maturity to understand such mature concepts. Also, later on, you will find some chapters have been marked as private by Wattpad because of inappropriate content-- please be sure to follow me so that you don't have any problems viewing these chapters. Feel free to watch the trailer in the media section if you need a more visual explanation as to what this story contains. <3 Mandy © 2012

Lennox had been dancing since she was 5. But when you lose your spark for something you used to enjoy, will you ever get over it? When Lennox begins to crumble Niall Horan changes everything and helps her find a spark for something new. But will Niall always be there for her to help her when she loses her inspiration? [this was written in 2012, so you know what to expect...]