-Camila- After an accident that happened years ago, i was forced to grow up and change myself. I am what I am now , and i'm good with it. I draw , dance and sing as an escape. But when I met him , I realized that I can also find an escape in a person. Shawn Mendes , the singer who holds every girl's heart , is my escape. My art wall was what drove him to me. His art in music was what drove me to him. Art is what drove us to each other. Together we were art. My life was that one accidental splash of paint that ruined the whole picture.

"So let me get this straight, you want me to teach you how to fuck your man?" Shawn asked, his voice laced with confusion and shock. I swallowed my pride along with my dignity and nodded my head in response.

It's been a year since Camila Cabello's one lover Shawn Mendes went away, went missing. Everybody, including the media, were convinced he died due to travel accidents but Camila couldn't bring herself to believe that. Somehow she felt Shawn was still alive, somewhere. Ignoring her mixed roller coaster of emotions, she knew only one thing: she had to find him. _________________________________________ May I warn you, the first few chapters are shit. Partway through the story, I changed the pov to third person, and when to edit the previous chapters but honestly, I wasn't bothered. So sorry about how rubbish it is at first. I promise, it gets better. Anyways, READ ON

What if everything you saw and read from media outlets was staged? What if you were under contract not to tell anyone?

Hi' it's Camila Cabello. I decided to tell my story. What really happened to me. I have made a mistake but I didn't know that all of this would happen to me. When he looked me in the eyes, I could tell there was something I didn't know. There was a lot of things I didn't know and it was all my fault. He knew what I did last summer.

"Why'd you do it?" "If I didn't, he would hurt me, and you" "What do you mean?"

[UNDER SLOW EDITING] As soon as she sets foot through the gates of Miami's International Music Academy, sixteen-year-old Camila Cabello embarks on a new chapter of her life, one where she expects to really find where she belongs. And in her pursuit of that, she bumps into all kinds obstacles, from bullying to trouble with boys to having to face all her fears. But then, she meets Shawn Mendes, a charming someone who leads Camila into a new world and changes her perspective of life. But when feelings start to take place and their friendship starts to evolve into something more, they're both left confused. Will they be able to find their way to each other against all odds? Or will the obstacles in their way pull them apart? ✔: Edited Chapters Cover art done by the lovely @WhyAlltheseyears :)

When cocky, popular, team captain of the basket ball team Shawn Mendes, lays his eye on Camila Cabello; he and his Bestfriend make a bet that he can get her to have sex with him in a certain amount of time. Then he soon realizes his feelings are changing.

Camila Cabello goes through a heart wrenching journey to find out if love is for her. Shawn Mendes, her current boyfriend , is also riding a confusing roller coaster just anticipating the drop. Their relationship brings love yet more heartbreak. ‼️Contains strong language and chapters of mature content(but not THAT mature)‼️ [Not Edited] {Started: Feb 7, 2016} {Finished: May 15, 2016}

"I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you." "And only me..."