"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Sequel to You've Got it Bad ❤️ (Description coming soon)

Perrie just moved in town; South Shields. She needs a new beginning. Her life was to complicated, she ran away. On her first day at work she met her future. Jade; captain of the soccer team; gets every girl she wants. She's a player. She breaks hearts everyday. But as she met a certain blonde she's not interested in other girls anymore. What happens the moment they fall for each other? What if Perries past haunts her again? WARNING Jade G!P / contains (alot) smut - **warning- very cringe** DISCLAIMER: this story was written in 2017, it was my first ever fanfic and I was 15 back then so my english and writing style wasn't the best, which changed over the years and got waaaaay better. You may see grammar mistakes and cringe sometimes cause well I was 15 and didn't know any better lmao have fun reading tho!!!

The Death of Agent Jade Thirlwall has been a hot topic ever since it came out. Everyday reporters and even paparazzi are waiting and even sleeping in front of the gate of the Edwards Residence. They wanted to get the side of Perrie Edwards about what really happened. For Perrie's side, all she wanted to do is to avenge her suppose to be girlfriend but the question is to whom and how? Now Jade is out of the picture, who will save Perrie from those people who are willing to finish the job Drew left undone. Will her new bodyguard help her to stay alive? Or this is going to be the end of Edwards's clan.

Recording..... "Hello! I bet your thinking who am i right?"a girl said in front of her video camera "Who are you talking too?" asked the girl behind her "Keep quiet! I'm going to tell them our love story!" "Love story, eh? So you're going to tell them how you fall in love with me?" "You're so full of yourself!" "Of course not! I'm just telling them the truth!" "Whatever! Anyways, I would like to tell you our story, a very romantic love story between two people with two different worlds" "Goodness, you sound weird!" "Shut up! Don't mind her.. Where was i?" "Your telling them our love story." "Oh yeah right, thanks sweetie.. I hope you guys will like this.. Let me start on how we first met." "Hey have you seen where i put my sports bra?" "Damn it! You're ruining my video!" End of recording

Jade Thirlwall, 21. Jade is a high school teacher at London High. She's not rich but she's not poor. She has 2 best mate's called Leigh and Jesy who are also teacher's at London High. Jade likes bows, biscuits and Disney. She's like a Disney Princess. Perrie Edwards, 19. Perrie is a homeless girl who lives on the streets of London. She was gang raped at the age of 18 and now has a daughter called Olivia but she calls her Liv. She has sex for money and spends it all on her daughter. They live under bridge's, near the garbage and in alleyways. One day Jade Thirlwall was walking home from the bar. She hadn't had a drink because she had work the next morning. Perrie saw her and begged her for money. Jade looked at her and shook her head sympathetically. She walked away leaving the blonde alone with the small child. As Jade was going to bed, she couldn't shake the blonde out of her head. She didn't know what to do. Read to find out what happens next.......... Read to find out what happens next...........

When Perrie meets Jade at an old diner, things take an unexpected turn when this small brunette girl becomes the center of Perrie's tired life. Love consumes the two as they come together and fix each other through the happiness and sadness they share together.

***COMPLETED*** Perrie Edwards one of the popular girls in South Shields High is in love with Ally, captain of the cheerleading squad. In order to get the girl of her dreams, Perrie is forced by Ally and her friends to get into a bet in order for her to be her girl. Three weeks before prom Perrie must get Jade Thirlwall; the school nerd who was constantly bullied by the populars to fall in love with her then break her heart. Will Perrie get the girl of her dreams or will she fall for the school nerd?

Guilt. Obligation. Responsibility. Jade Thirlwall is consumed with all three. After another devastating loss, Jade forced herself to protect the woman she loves the only way she knew how - by walking away. Fear. Trust. Conviction. Perrie Edwards took a chance and let love in. Only to once again have it ripped away from her. When tragedy strikes, Perrie is unwilling to let fate take the reins. She rushes to Jade's side ready to fight for her. Warning: G!P Book Two of "Come To Me" ~ CONVERTED ~ Beholden by Corinne Michaels

Not enough. Perrie Edwards has never been enough. Every person she has ever loved abandoned her - from her father to her fiance. She finally accepted the fact she would never be enough to hold any one's heart and soul. Then Perrie met Jade Thirlwall. When her world literally collided with the sexy former Navy Seal, everything she always believed is turned upside down and left scattered. Jade made her feel alive and desired. Consumed her with fierceness and loyalty - which completely unnerved her. Jade got her in a way no one ever had. Giving Jade the power to destroy her. Warning: G!P ~ CONVERTED ~ Beloved by Corinne Michaels