Smiling, Sofia leans over to kiss my screaming lips. They are saying me too, but nobody can ever know about that. Sofia doesn't trust me, I know she doesn't. There are secrets between us, and I have been lying to her. She is putting off our relationship because she knows there is a part of me that I hide from her. It is my fault we aren't happy because I can't just join the crowd of people admitting to their sexual assaults. I can't tell her I was raped. There is something in me that wants to say it, but I don't know how. Me too. #metoo