Raph was born blind but no one ever noticed. Master Splinter suspected that he had something wrong with his eyes when he was a kid but he ignored the fact. What will happen when his brothers find out?

"Leo..." I gasp as he kicks me to the ground and I lay flat on the floor. Hands outstretched, arms and legs heavy, but head even heavier. I lift my head just for it to drop back down in defeat as my opponent kicks me in the gut, winding me and pulls me back up to my knees by the ends of my red mask. With one Katana pressed to my throat, the other begins to pierce my plastron, very slowly, very painfully.

Raph is not an open book. He keeps the pain on the inside. Covers pain and sorrow with anger. It doesn't help that he fights with Leo. Leo is his hero. Ever sense they were kids. But every time he sees him he feels anger. Every time he tries to speak to him Leo walks away. Hurting him. Shattering him. But Leo will notice. Maybe... Hopefully.

Leo is depressed because his brothers and his two human friends think it's his fault for Mikey getting hurt during a mission. And his depression deepens when a curtain someone leaves New York as a new mutant just to get away from shredder and to protect the turtles and there Friends. Will he end up killing himself or will he be saved? THIS IS NOT MEANT TO CAUSE HARM. Book 2 of the series.

Tmnt-2012 Alternative plot to 'Without You' After his anger issues get out of control, causing his family to get mad at him, Raph begins to think that life would have been better if he had been different. Disclaimer: I do NOT own the pics! I found them on Google!

The turtles are having an ordinary day in the sewers when Donatello makes a great discovery. He discovers that one of the turtles aren't related to the other three! It turns out to not be that great to the other turtles, or to at least one of them. After a few disagreements about Donnie's discovery, the family starts to fall apart. And when you think the worst has come, there's alway more bad things coming! (Book 1 out of 2) (Book 2 Our Worst Nightmare) (Completed 2015)

Tmnt 2012 fanfic "This Is How Much I Hate You" Raph was kidnapped by Shredder and tortured for over a year. Raph had ecaped. Realizing that his brothers had moved on, and didn't even come to his rescue(so he thinks), he had a new quest. Seek Revenge for the ones that were better. Make them pay. Show them what was behind my closed doors. Show them what it's like to hurt. Take no pity on those who never cared. Save myself from this hate. (inspired by behind the darkness tmnt comic)

Raph has had enough of his brothers, father and his so called friends April and casey yelling at him for being a hot head. It's not his fault. He can't control how he is. Now he thinks he's better in Hell. Will he go through with killing himself or will his crush save him. THIS IS NOT MEANT TO HARM ANYONE Book 3 of the series

||Highest Ranking: #2 Raphael|| Before her mutation, (Y/n) was just a normal teenage girl. Now she's a shapeshifter, a freak, a monster. Four mutant turtles helped her escape The Foot Clan and their master, the Shredder. She hid her mutation well, but not well enough. After a year, with the turtles forgotten, her mother found out, and (Y/n) was thrown out of her own home. Now she wanders the streets alone, until four familiar faces help her once more. >><<>><< 2021 edit: So this story is still discontinued and everyone is still more than welcome to read if you wanna suffer and cringe. I wrote this thing when I was like, eleven or twelve years old, it's very poorly written, even with the edits/tweaks I made over the years. Enjoy suffering XD 2019 edit: Sadly this story had been discontinued. But you're more than welcome to read! 2018 edit: The first few chapters are kind of short and....crappy lol My writing has improved greatly compared to the first chapters, so don't judge straight away please Warning: this story contains some strong language and mature themes. You have been warned

Leo x Raph After Raph had a fight with his brother Leo and his father, so he gets kicked out of the lair permanently. After 5 years Leo starts to miss raph and has feelings for him so he starts to find his missing brother.