Dear Diary, Of all the people, why me? Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko. Pain, anger, jealousy, anxiety, fear. I don't know. 11:11 was special to me it's my most precious time, because I believe that if you wish at exactly 11:11 your wish will be granted. Not until my darkest, most painful day of my life occurred. At exactly 11/11 (November 11), it was my 21st birthday, I found out that I have a cancer called Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML). My dreams were ruined. My life was ruined. But, a man came into my life. He made me feel loved. He made me feel happy. He made me feel special. How can I leave this man? I know someday I will be gone in this world and I just wanted to spend the rest of my years, months, days, especially my last sunsets with him. Yours truly, Amari Angeli Date Started: April 4, 2021

Ano ba talaga ang tama? Ang sinasabi ng ating nararamdaman o ang sinasabi ng mga taong nakapaligid sa'tin? Sa mundong ating kinagisnan, dapat ba tayong sumunod? Hindi ba dapat ay ang susundin lang natin ay ang sinasabi ng ating puso, hindi kung ano ang nakasanayan ng lipunan na ang lalaki ay para sa babae at ang babae ay para sa lalaki lamang? Ang pagmamahal kusang nararamdaman sa taong magpapatibok o nagpapatibok ng ating puso, hindi natin kailanman maililihim o maloloko ang ating sarili. Tara na't tunghayan ang istorya ng pagmamahalan nina Nathan Carter at Markus Delgado.. BxB po ito, kung sensitibo ka sa bagay na ganito ang kwento mas mabuti pang huwag na pong tumuloy. Thank you, enjoy reading! ----- Date Started: March 3, 2021