I swear the cover is temporary unless i forget to change it- *+*Summary (?)*+* I started writing this fic at 1am back in 2021, Espresso and Madeleine get kidnapped a lot, nearly die several times, I accidentally gave Madeleine hypersomnia? His mom in this fic is an OC because Cookie Odyssey hadn't come out yet, and she sucks. Things get darker and delve into more of an analysis of character's mental health after she's introduced. I really don't know how else to summarize this, but it's better than the old one. The writing is all old and bad (in comparison to my current writing) but I want to try and wrap this up for those who've stuck around. *+* This is the Wattpad version of the fic. It'll also be on Ao3 (it's exactly the same but if you like reading there more, you can) My name on here is the same as there: Ben_Fakename *+*1st chapter published on October 10th, 2021*+*

Tommy is a child who has been fighting his whole life. From the day he was born. Never having a moment of peace or a moment to feel like he was worth something. Tommy has been fighting everyday for 16 years. But was anyone fighting for him? This is just a TommyInnit story and heavy angst. No smut, not much fluff. Heavy violence. Everything is strictly platonic. If you cry like I did writing this, sorry in advance I'll update when I can :) TW- ⚠️suicidal thoughts, suicidal tendencies, abuse, neglect, eating disorder, self harm, depressive episodes, depression, anxiety, blood, swearing, guns, injuries, hospitals, mental hospitals, death ⚠️

Jeremy and Michael have regained their relationship. They've even begun to date. One day, Michael is in the shower when Jeremy finds a notebook with a song written, apparently by Michael, describing sucidal thoughts and deep depression at abandonment. And when Jeremy reads the line 'Michael in the bathroom', he realized just how bad he messed up. Inspired in part by the Dear Evan Hansen novels, where Zoe was the one who wrote 'Requiem' and 'Only Us', but it was Michael who wrote 'Michael in the Bathroom'. TRIGGER WARNING (PAST SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, PAST SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, PTSD)

(So... pretend that Evan "attempted" at the beginning of the year-ish, instead of summer. For the story. ;)) Evan Hansen has officially given up. Well... he decided to when he was at the top of the tree. He was at the bottom. Literally and figuratively. As soon as he let go, he found himself on the ground. Not dead, to his relief, confusion, and dread. But even worse? He was alone. Helpless, arm probably broken, and feeling even worse before he let go. No one was there. Except for Michael. Michael Mell was suffering. He had depression, anxiety, and his best friend of 12 years was starting to ignore him because of some computer. It couldn't get any worse. But then he saw Evan. After rushing him to the hospital, he found out more about the boy he saved. His anxiety, depression, home life. Even what actually happened at the park. He knew he had to help him. And he couldn't tell Evan about what he was going through. That would just make /him/ want to help. But what happens if Evan does find out? And what happens if feelings start to form? (Contains angst and fluff. But my books will always have a happy ending so... ;)) (Will contain Mama's bois (obvi), Kleinphy, and (minor) Spicy Bi's.) »°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•*»°•* Hi! XD So... that was long... but yeah! I know this ship isn't very popular, but holy hell it gets overlooked. Seriously. It's one of the cutest ships out there. But on that note! Updates will be frequent! I'm going to try to make it once a week, but if that doesn't work then I'm sorry? I'm a human being, I can't be perfect. But I do know how annoying slow updates are, so I'll try my best!

A Boyf Riends focused story Sometimes, if not all the time, Jeremy is very oblivious, and because of this he misses out in a lot of things. Sometimes, Michael loses control over the voices in his head. Which is another thing Jeremy is oblivious to. Sometimes, a simple "Hey" is enough to keep someone going. TW: for suicidal thoughts, death, depression, anxiety and anxiety attacks, stupidness, the want of death, slurs, bullying, PTSD warning, flashbacks, eating disorders, and homophobia. The current cover is not my own art. I unfortunately do not know the creator of the piece, but I will say that it does not belong to me, as none of the characters from Be More Chill belong to me either. Lol, I've never been in a romantic relationship, I don't know what I'm doing.

Jeremy Heere is a average high school loser--until he gets a pill sized computer that turns him into the coolest guy in school. Meanwhile, his best friend Michael Mell is alone and unhappy--bitter and depressed. What happens to their friend now that Jeremy is popular. Warning: Swearing, depression, bullying, panic attacks (Cover not made by me)

I'm Michael Mell. And my life is a fucking rollercoaster. I've had a crush on Jeremy for almost 4 years now. Every day is starting to kill me and every moment I'm with him makes my heart flip. Although it's not all fun. Anxiety and depression are life ruiners and as my crush on my best friend grows. So does my mental health problems. Welcome to my life. It's pretty crazy mentions of SH, suicidal thoughts, homophobia, mental health and physical bullying

michael having anxiety and depression and abusive parents he thought nothing could make his life any darker after the squpcident but he was proved wrong when his crush Jeremy heere started dating the sweet and kind christine canigula accepting defeat his life was an utter downfall he thought he couldn't bare living anymore untill Jeremy took notice to Michael's bruises from his dad and had to choose Michael over Christine still a huge pit of guilt remained in michael

Aw shit, here it cums Might include: •Angst •fluff •smut •self harm, depression, suicide (with warnings) •trans Michael/Rich •da kinky shit •more angst •references