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Outside the Lines (lashton) by acousticinternet
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5 Seconds of Summer are a few shows away from the end of the Where We Are tour back in 2014. Next, they're going to be selling out concerts, playing in stadiums, and living their dreams even more than they are currently. But just because things are wonderful on the outside, doesn't mean things are scratch-free under the surface. Luke is battling a war against himself, though he would never admit to it. He thinks he's completely fine; he's not doing anything out of the ordinary. He's just improving himself. Cutting out junk food and adding in some exercise isn't harmful. But obsessing over weight, restricting food intake, being afraid to eat? That's a different story... But Luke is handling it. Luke is in control. At least, that what he thinks. Ashton sees Luke's behavior otherwise. or the one where Luke is struggling with an eating disorder, but doesn't believe he has a problem. Lashton // Luke centric
goodnight // lashton by xxx17-
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Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.
Outcast (a lashton fanfiction) by Lovesickstylinson
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Luke was never the most popular guy in school. He was the nerdy kind of person, good grades and not really great with crushes. He soon realises he's gay...and he's got feelings for his best mate, Ashton Irwin. (warning: its bad. I wrote it in 2014.)
Becoming Bad Again by ALovelyWriter24
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Everyone knows the story about how Ashton Irwin used to cut before his band mates befriended him and helped him to stop, right? Well, what happens when he starts to fall again, but this time no one is there to catch him? Can he get better on his own or will he just fall deeper than before?