• quick warning !! this book will contain heavy topics such as drug abuse, self harm, mention of eating disorders, domestic violence and alcohol abuse,, please take care of yourselves♡ • y/n [she/her] adored music and concerts, her mother and father had raised her on music and the performing arts as a whole, but when her best friend drags her to a concert for a band she had never shown an interest in.. her life would change for the best and worse. • matthew healy, well known asshole and slag, after overcoming rehab and challenging battles he spots a beautiful yet familiar face in the crowd. how bad could this possibly be?