⚠️ WARNING: Mentions of suicide and self harm are in this book! If that triggers you, DO NOT READ!¡ ⚠️ ~Ethan has been depressed since their dads diagnosis with cancer however he doesn't like to talk about his feelings and decides to keep it to himself which doesn't do him any good~ "Why can't I just die?" "Because I'd be pretty sad if you did." "No you wouldn't, no one would..." WARNING: TERRIBLY WRITTEN. THIS WAS MADE WHEN I WAS NEW TO WATTPAD PLEASE DONT JUDGE MY RECENT WORKS ON THIS Started: Jan.23.17 // 5:48pm-6:36pm Ended: Mar.6.17 // 11:27pm-12:56am

After a terrible accident, Ethan Dolan sadly looses his life. Grayson promises to visit him everyday and he does.. for the next 10 years. It's 2027 and Grayson is now a 26 year old graduated teacher. What happened to Grayson's life after he lost his twin brother? Will he be imagining Ethan everywhere he goes? Could he secretly be alive but he just doesn't know it yet?

"It's weird, he only texts me at a certain time." "What's that time?" "3am."

One timid girl with a huge crush on one of the most beloved guys in school, even with her own reputation being completely opposite. Seems like every average love story, right? There's just one catch: 'she' is actually a 'he'. When Grayson's attention is turned to Ethan, will Ethan get what he's always wanted, or will he still remain desperately hopeful? Disclaimer: this story is set in an alternate universe where Ethan and Grayson are not related whatsoever.

❝ what are we? ❞ ethan says stroking my hair, staring at the wall in front of him. ❝ we are brothers of course, ❞ i chuckle, but he rolls his eyes. ❝ brothers don't kiss, brothers don't do anything we do, ❞

"It only happens at night, right?" ^Tøp lyric♡^

Alone. That's how Alexander felt for most of his life and how he thought he would continue to feel. He's never known parental love and he's far too young to know about falling in love. Or at least that's what he thought before he met world famous Ethan and Grayson Dolan. A big fan and a surprise gift will turn this boys life upside down.

Ethan Dolan is not how you think he is. He is depressed and scared, he cuts and tries not to eat and the hardest part is trying to hid it from his brother Grayson and his other friends. But once he forgets to cover his scars and once he ends up in the scariest place to be.