Love. Four letters, two people, so many complications.

Sequel to Broken Soul "I have a million eyes on me at all times. I have a million rumors flying out of a million people's mouths. I have my mom crying because she almost had to bury her second child. I have fans crying because I was their inspiration, yet I couldn't even fucking believe in myself. And on top of all that, I'm such a failure that I couldn't even DIE when i wanted to. So no, I'm not ok." ~ Nikki Bella

Nikki Bella's obsession to be perfect is so strong she puts her own health at risk. She deals with lots of insecurities on her own. Nikki is hurting and her heart is filled with hatred. Hatred she feels for the one and only Seth Rollins. •• I did not create the photo for my cover so credit to the owner for making the manip!

*SEQUEL TO FEARLESS IN THE EYES OF A BEAST * HIGHEST RANKINGS - 10 NOVEMBER 2018 - #11 NIKKI BELLA 13 November 2018 - #1 WWE #1 BROCKLESNAR SONG: COLBIE CALLIAT - FEARLESS What don't you get about me loving you Nicole?" The question sounded so simple but coming from him? It wasn't... "Everything. Your love hurts. Your love accuses me of things. Your love claims to trust me but deep down you don't because then you wouldn't push me away when someone mentions my ex's name. Your love claims that I don't understand. But I understand clearly this is and has always been just a job to you. So when they called you up to help them destroy my Army you simply went along with it. So you love me? With our fucked up relationship I love you too. But even though I do? I don't want to be loved by The Beast." I whispered as I stared into his eyes wishing I didn't love this man. The Beast Loves Me. And I love him. But this isn't a perfect love story... BEGAN: June 2016 Ended: November 2016 ALL QUOTES IN BOOK BY R.M DRAKE

"Can't you see? Hollywood pays someone to reenact the struggles I go through daily. So they, you, and everyone else can kiss my unhappy ass." ~Dean Ambrose'

┊𝗚𝗢𝗗𝗗𝗘𝗦𝗦. *:･ﾟ✧ ❪ 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙾𝙽 𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙱𝙸𝙽 ❫ ❝ you put her down, you liked her hopeless. to walk around, feeling unnoticed. you shoulda crowned her, 'cause she's a goddess. you never got this. ❞ ┊*:･ﾟ✧ 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛, a therapist begins helping out a hopeless man that leads to nothing but secrets, affairs & drama. ✎↷: ❪ 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙾𝙽 𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙱𝙸𝙽 𝚡 𝙽𝙸𝙺𝙺𝙸 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙻𝙰 ❫ ❪ 𝚆𝚆𝙴 𝚡. 𝙰𝚄 ❫ ❪ 𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙴𝙱𝙰𝙳 𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟽 ❫

You look in my eyes, I'm stripped of my pride. And my soul surrenders, And you bring my heart to it's knees. HIGHEST RANKINGS: January 2019 ⇨#20 NIKKIBELLA #28 RANDYORTON Song for Book: Apocalyptica - Not Strong Enough Nicole is strong willed and well stubborn but that counts for literally everything else in her life except when it comes to love. After a rough relationship leads her into the arms of a very married man who is not just some guy but the son-in-law of her boss and someone who is currently in charge. Nicole does what she always tends to do and falls hopelessly in love with him despite knowing there is no real future. The heart wants what it wants. And her taken heart is wanted by a Predator. A man who has had no interest in the idea of being with anyone until The Fearless beauty catches his eye and decides she will be his Prey. Will Nicole choose tainted love? Will she fall Prey to the Predator? And will the only two people who know about her affair be loyal? Started: January 2017

" I find shelter in this way Under cover, hide away Can you hear when I say I have never felt this way..." STARTED → JULY 2017 RANKINGS: 12/02/2019 - #2 ajstyles 10/05/2018 - #62 nikkibella