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My name is Dan Howell and I like to cut // TRIGGERING CONTENT YA'LL // //Just a short story told by one sentence at a time..mostly//

Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)

Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

Asexual Howell (Phan AU)

Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and...

blurry face - phan

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

One Way || Phan

One Way; a phanfiction about the consequences of love. TW: abuse, minor mention of depressive thoughts. I don't recommend reading if you're easily triggered by things like these.

You Need To Remember - A Phanfiction

Dan and Phil were in love. They had a perfect life, filled with perfect memories and perfect moments. But they should have known perfect moments don't last forever. This Phanfiction is more of a short story, so I will most likely not be adding anymore chapters. It is a possibility that I might add one or two more.

Last Summer

"Put the camera down and live in the moment!" Phil laughed. "Don't you get it? My camera, and you is my moment" I smile at him. ------------------- A story told through videos from Dan's camera of last summer when he and Phil were summer lovers.

Still Water

Dan and Phil were best friends as children, but at a very young age Phil drowned in a pond, and lost his life. Dan grew up traumatized by the loss of his best friend. little did he know that he might be able to see him again, just not in this world.

Paint It Black (Phan fic)

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

Why Are You Crying? A Phan Short Story

A short Phan story. "Why are you crying?" - #25 in Phan

Drunk In Love - A Phan Drabble

Dan stumbles home, drunk, after a party at his friend PJ's house. Once he gets home he expresses how much he missed Phil

Secrets (A PHAN fic.)

Dan was tortured by a school bully as a child. As an adult, he still has nightmares about it. He soon finds out an astonishing secret about himself. Gah! crappy summary, sorry. Later in the story there'll be an epic battle, Shane, Joey, Pj, Chris and maybe some others. Please read, it's better than it sounds. Promise...

Lean on Me {short phan AU}

Dan hates Phil's long time girlfriend for two reasons. 1- She doesn't treat Phil right 2- He loves him more

Not Again (Johnlock AU)

Apparently Sherlock isn't dead. How will John take the news? When he finds out of course. Will he move on and find the love of his life? Will Sherlock try and confess his love for the doctor which he has been hiding since they first laid eyes on each other? Or will they both just forget about on another and move on...

Dear Phil | Phan

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

drown ↣ phan (complete )

"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

oh ms believer // phan

[SEQUEL TO TREES] oh, ms believer, my pretty sleeper your twisted mind is like snow on the road your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder inside your head than the winter of dead i will tell you i love you but the muffs on your ears will cater your fears my nose and feet are running as we start to travel through...

Pastel Pink//Phan

In which a boy with pastel pink flower crowns and a boy with a dark attitude become friends to prove everyone wrong *pastel!artist!phil *punk!musician!dan

You're Driving Me Mental - Phan

Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

all of the stars [phan-completed]

"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide

neko // phan au

!¡ THIS IS NOT A HYBRID BOOK !¡ //in which phil loses his cat and dan helps him find it// (almost entirely gross fluff with like, two, v slight mentions of abuse. please don't read if you're easily triggered, your mental health is so much more important than reading this book) (complete)

I have always noticed you.

First book in the I Have Always Noticed You series Dan tries to keep to the shadows and away from everyone else. But Phil sees him and doesn't want him to be alone. What will happen when their two worlds collide, will it be beautiful? Or will it crash and burn? -Trigger warning-

Randomness From The Depths Of Danteasers

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Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

Bullied Boy - Phan

a story about Phil show going through a rough time at home,his parents divorced and he now lives with his dad, he's bullied at school by Dan and his gang, the worse part is that his dad is oblivious to it all, will Phil be fixed or get broke again? who knows?!

Tutor me cutie •Phan•

Dan Howell, one of Lockwood High's most infamous bullies. Phil Lester, a quiet, likeable year 11 and also Dan's main victim. When Dan gets a low grade on a History paper, his teacher makes Phil his tutor. But of course they do more than study...

A Story. (Phan)

just a simple phanfic, for times way past your bedtime, when you run out of all good ones, i got you :) ps.: dont forget to vote you cunts

Glass Hearts | phan

Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

Learn to love me - Phanfiction

Dan loves Phil. He has ever since. he set eyes on him on that tiny computer screen in his small bedroom back in Manchester. But Phil doesn't like Dan in 'that' way. Dan tries to make Phil fall in love with him, facing hardships and problems along the way, but how long will it take for Dan to give up? For Phil, to lear...