Naruto is a boy who has been abused by his village. To reduce the number of beatings he is forced to endure, he pretends to be a happy go lucky dead last idiot. Secretly though, he trains with Kurama to become strong. After he graduates he lets go of his mask, tired of having to pretend to be happy. Kakashi, Naruto's teacher, can't understand why this child is so different from the file. As time passes, Kakashi finds himself growing closer to the boy who's eyes look older than they should.

Life? What's the purpose of living when you have nothing to live for? Naruto Uzumaki had finally given up on the idea of living. He had no one, not his team, not his so called friends. No one. So why would he want to stay alive? Oh right, he doesn't. Naruto finally makes up his mind, living isn't worth his time. He had decided he would end it all. And what happens when a certain silver haired ninja comes to his rescue? Update : 2020 Dunno how this happened considering it's a kakanaru book but #33 in NARUSASU #wrotethiswhenIwaslike12 #Pleaseforgiveme