It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

Mamihlapinatapa (n.) a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something that they both desire but which neither wants to begin.

What am I doing with my life. TRIGGER self harm, suicide, mentions of rape, anxiety. if you are suffering these alone or are having suicidal thoughts, please message me xxx vote comment I hardly get feedback so FEEDBACK! BAII ＼(゜ロ＼)(／ロ゜)／

Summary: ARMS // PREQUEL Beginnings are always curious; they take you back to a time before you knew someone, back to when they were an entirely different person. Beginnings are dark, and messy, and new. This is before the smiles, before the grey, before the black black black and ohmygod blue. back to a simpler time, full of innocence and nativity. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, suicide, minor character death, gay slurs, violence and gore, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2016. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm, and eventually smut//

Phil has always been there for Dan through thick and thin that get through everything there always going to do there for each other Well that's how it was planned People get in the way but love doesn't go away Can they make it? Through thick and thin or is it just to emotional?

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

Dan loves Phil. He has ever since. he set eyes on him on that tiny computer screen in his small bedroom back in Manchester. But Phil doesn't like Dan in 'that' way. Dan tries to make Phil fall in love with him, facing hardships and problems along the way, but how long will it take for Dan to give up? For Phil, to learn to love.

Dan had a crush on the school nerd for some time now, watching him in class and looking at him in the halls, Dan wants nothing more than to call that boy his. However, will Dan's past cause the relationship to crash down? Amd will he be able to learn to trust someone again? Au with @shadow_wolf99

Phil Lester is 'special', having the power to manipulate water with just a flick of his hand. Because of this, he was transferred into the special school, Dahlia Academy, which was built to harbor students with magical abilities. Here, he meets Dan Howell, a cold and distant pyromaniac who doesn't get close to anyone. Based loosely off of the manga/anime of Gakuen Alice. (Cover credit: monster7437)