you deserve the whole universe, but i'm just a star. *boyxboy* (this is my first book and it isn't good. this is also before i got into kpop so) **disclaimer** I am in no way, assuming the sexuality of Shawn and all of the events in this book are fictional. If he personally asks me to unpublish this book, I will do so.

Shawn had recently only turned 17. Slowly, he was coming out the closet. His mum knew, his dad didn't. He had some friends that knew but a lot didn't. Shawn wasn't really interested in dating at the moment. That was until 24 year old Nick moved in next door. He was with his girlfriend and they had been dating for almost two years. Nick also has his secrets just like Shawn. Will Shawn be able to keep his hands of this taken man?

nobody likes the gay boy in school. WARNING: graphic language is used.

When shawn needs help with work the lonely intellect kid in school is there to help him and maybe more but things will soon go of the rails After a few tragedies and miss-haps he meets Manu Rios and meets the start of even more drama