[completed] summer of the 1960's !!! zayn moves to utah and has new friends, and his first boyfriend, harry who loves cherries. (lower case intended) © lunarcissus & nicolette-o 2016

❝it's been four short years, with hopes and dreams and fears; with a love and trust and tears,❞ or which zayn and harry broke up years ago, only left with their very broad history, a book of polaroids and unfulfilled affection. fanart cover credits to ig: zalizap © sweatshirtzarry 2017

Toy [noun] - A person treated by another as a source of pleasure or amusement rather then with due seriousness. © 2013 Akshaya

Believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see. That’s what his father always tells him with that smile of his, the one that says, I’ll tell you that much, but the rest will cost you. Harry never knew what he meant, but he gets it now that he’s sitting in the dim bar of another hotel he won’t sleep in, the ice melting in his £18 gin and tonic. He doesn’t even like gin and tonic, but it’s all part of the game. And it is a game. It has to be, because if it isn’t that means he doesn’t enjoy it and he does.

All it was supposed to be about was teasing, pleasing and Harry doing his job as a male escort, nothing more and nothing less, but you know that's not the case - it never is especially when someone like Zayn shows up in his life as a new client Inspired by One Direction's 'A.M.' Rated M for strong language and scenes of a sexual nature *NOT affiliated with One Direction/past members or any other mentioned character *This book is pure fiction *any resemblance to any other story is pure coincidence *all media used DOES NOT belong to me *please don't steal (COMPLETED FEB 2017)

I glanced over at Harry. He was looking back at me and I could see his mouth moving in that slow, sexy way of his, but I couldn't focus on what he was saying. I was too busy enjoying how pink and puffy his lips looked, imagining how soft they would feel and how red I could make them if I just leaned in and kissed him. I scooted closer to him and caught the scent of his shampoo. He smelled so clean and I wanted to bury my head in his curls and breathe him in. His eyes seemed to darken as he gazed at me. He was so fucking beautiful that it was almost painful to look at him, like staring at the sun. Harry raised an eyebrow at me and licked his lips, and before I knew what I was doing I was leaning in to whisper in his ear. "I need you." *** Zayn finds himself drawn to one of his band mates after a game of Truth or Dare gets out of hand. The events of this drunken night lead Zayn and Harry to question everything that they thought they knew about themselves. Can love prevail when their attempts to navigate a relationship while living in the spotlight are thwarted by girlfriends, management, fans, and even the other members of One Direction? WARNING: Explicit sexuality. **1st place winner in the boyxboy category of the 2014 1D Watty Awards**

"Help! He's trying to rape me! Stop it, Harry!" Harry chuckles. "Don't be silly, Zayn. It's only rape if you don't want it." "But I don't wan-" Except he can't finish his sentence because Harry is putting the tape over his mouth and sealing it well. ★Or the one where 18 year old Harry isn't all there mentally and he refuses to stop inappropriately touching 16 year old Zayn who is already a broken boy.★ ⚠ Warnings : ⊙This story contains homophobia, explicit language, scenes of sexual abuse, violence, references to suicide as well as suicidal tendencies, thoughts and actions. If you are sensitive to this kind of material or feel the least bit uncomfortable, I suggest you do NOT read on ⊙Multiple Sexual Scenes ⊙100 short Chapters ⊙ Death tw ⊙ Recommended 18+ ***** 10k+ comments

"Um...call me Harrie." *1st place in The Bromance Awards: Season Two *Highest ranking as of 12/02/17: #345 in Fanfiction ©2016 Prisonerwithavision

"Stop acting like you know me."

"It's hard to live while you're young when you're a gay, teenage boy with Social Anxiety Disorder." © 2014 xGetTheShovelZarryx Highest in Fanfiction: # 508