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You All Over Me [BxB] by chroniclesoftatiana
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"Sooner or later, you'll fall for me, too." Theodore bursts into laughter. "I don't know where your confidence is coming from." Jacob chuckles and says, "I just know." And then it catches Theodore off guard when Jacob adds, "We should be making out right now." Theodore swallows and looks him in the eye. "We should." "And I should be undressing you at this very moment," he continues, "We could stay up all night with our hands on each other and just... forget everything." ****** Meet Jacob and Theodore, the polar opposites within a tight-knit circle of the most esteemed members of society. Jacob, reserved and hard to read, isn't exactly Theodore's biggest fan-unlike everyone else, who's head over heels for the golden boy. However, as they navigate their way through law school, they trip over a connection that sparks a lowkey romance, catching both of them by surprise. Content warning: Physical assault, homophobia, mental health, strong language, sexual content Started: September 21, 2023 Ended: January 9, 2024 Revised: June 1, 2025 - June 28, 2025
𝙾𝙽 πšƒπ™·π™΄ π™³π™Ύπš†π™½ π™»π™Ύπš† by PARISTEEN
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πš—πš˜πš‹πš˜πšπš’ πš‘πšŠπšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš”πš—πš˜πš , 𝚠𝚎 πšŒπšŠπš— πš”πšŽπšŽπš™ πš’πš πš˜πš— πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš˜πš πš— πš•πš˜πš , πš“πšžπšœπš πš‹πšŽπšπš πšŽπšŽπš— 𝚞𝚜.
MATEO || bxb by flawed-pariah
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It only took one summer to change everything. Now Camden is just trying his best to carry on with life like normal, but that's a little tricky when his memories keep haunting and some nights are so bad that sleep evades him completely. He can't even imagine how much worse it would have been if Mateo hadn't been there. But that was the summer before and Mateo's been gone for the whole year since. What happens when Mateo comes home, and how will Cam ever face him again? ___ 'He looked mostly the same as last summer, older maybe, definitely more tanned. He'd grown his hair out a little longer, so it hung lower in his eyes now. I'd seen him post a picture with his hair like that a few months ago and decided to grow mine out too. I wonder when he looked at me, did he see me as I am now, or did he see me as I was then, that night?' ___ TW: sexual assault
ALONE [manxman] βœ“ by flawed-
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BOOK TWO On the outside, Julian Douglas has everything: college athlete, good grades, friends who think he's unstoppable. But inside, he's unraveling. And the one person who ever made him feel whole-the boy he loved and lost-is the one person he can't let go of. Paul Jones is brilliant, beautiful, and broken. His art reaches millions, but behind the screens and gallery walls, he's drowning in silence, addiction, and a love that still lingers. When Julian and Paul collide again, old wounds resurface, old habits threaten to consume them, and both must decide if love is enough to heal what life has shattered. Heartbreaking, intimate, and unflinching, Alone explores the raw edges of mental illness, addiction, and the desperate, dangerous hope of holding onto someone who feels like home. : : : "I'm your boyfriend, Jules." He looked so sad then, so completely vulnerable and it was my fault. It was all my fault and I didn't notice until it was too late. "Do you forget that?" Maybe I did. Maybe I thought ignoring him would stop these feelings from surfacing, that missing him wouldn't take over if I never thought of him. And Paul had sighed, his hands coming up to wipe the few tears that hadn't fallen. His cheeks were flushed, he'd done enough crying for the day, and his hair was all over the place from his frustrated tugging. We'd both looked rough but seeing him just as a mess as I was... it made my heart hurt. So did his next words and I knew he'd already given up. "Do you wanna be with me or do you just not wanna be alone?"
Just You and I by potatosandpandas
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Jake Miller and Alex Moody have been in an unspoken rivalry since middle school --popularity and talent driving one away from the other. But being locked up in the school's equipment room with a drunk-as-hell rival can make things a little complicated in their relationship. One struggles to contain his feelings. While the other struggles to accept it. But in the end, this is their struggle to embrace it. ************************************************************************************************ Started : Apr 26th, 2019 Completed :
The Bodyguard (discontinued) by desderium
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Jasper White. The enigmatic, reckless son of New York Senator Karla White. With his mom's re-election on the horizon, and the threat of destructive attacks from the far-right, Jasper is forced to resort to the one thing that rids him of his individuality: a personal bodyguard. Acen Pierce didn't know what to expect when he took on the duty of guarding the self-serving son of Karla White. What started as a simple oath of protection, catapults him into a web of passion, lust, political corruption, and irrevocably, death.
Property Of Xander King [BXB] by nojamsbts
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Detesting rules and being ruled over, Jaylin Wilson lives life abiding and conforming to no man's authority. Xander King is recognized as Westwood Institute's typical golden boy with a mean streak of mischievous quests that gets him into constant trouble but also leads his peers to both admire and envy him. When Xander discovers that Jaylin Wilson is his mate, the Alpha makes it his goal to have the stubborn and relentless boy submit to him despite Jaylin's attempts to ward off the dominant male. As these two stubborn and headstrong men clash, sparks fly and trouble ensues as the fight to be top unleashes a whirlwind of trouble, danger, and heated encounters.
Lust For Value (Boyxboy)βœ”οΈŽ by L01ita_MP4
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A story of two enemies attached and captivated by lust and value. "You act like you can't stand me...But the moment I get my hands on you, you're like putty." 18-year-old Addison Westbrook swears up and down that he hates Oliver Beckett. Even with their occasional fucks, he calls him his enemy. Everyone needs someone that makes them feel admired and cherished. Oliver Beckett just happened to be Addison's person. What happens when they both get hooked, physically and emotionally? Contains smut #2 in Attached- 1/18/22🩰 #5 in Freethelbgt-2/4/22πŸ€ΉπŸΎβ™€οΈ #4 in Queer-2/12/22πŸ‘©πŸΎβš–οΈ #5 in Mxm-2/14/22🩰 #4 in Manxman-2/14/22πŸ€ΉπŸΎβ™€οΈ #1 in Gayerotic-2/15/22πŸ‘©πŸΎβš–οΈ #1 in enemieswithbenefits - 2/19/22🩰 #2 in pride- 2/19/22πŸ€ΉπŸΎβ™€οΈ #2 in boyxboyromance- 2/21/22πŸ‘©πŸΎβš–οΈ #2 in freethelgbt- 3/8/22πŸ™‹πŸΎβ™€οΈ #3 in queer - 3/10/22 πŸ€ΉπŸΎβ™€ #1 in gaylove - 3/18/2022πŸ‘©πŸΎβš–οΈ #4 in enemies-3/31/2022 πŸ™‹πŸΎβ™€οΈ #3 in lgbtrights- 4/6/2022πŸ™‹πŸΎβ™€οΈπŸšΆπŸΎβ™€οΈ #2 in gaypride - 4/26/2022πŸ™‹πŸΎβ™€οΈπŸ’ƒπŸΎ #1 in mlm- 4/26/2022πŸ™‹πŸΎβ™€οΈπŸšΆπŸΎβ™€οΈ #1 boyxboyromance- 5/12/2022🩰 #1 in teenromance- 6/23/2022πŸ™ŽπŸΎβ™€οΈ #9 in gay- 6/23/2022πŸ‘πŸΎ #1 in freethelgbt -6/29/2022πŸ™ŽπŸΎβ™€οΈ #1gayfiction -8/13/2022πŸ’ƒπŸΎ #1 in pride - 2/ 20/ 2023πŸ’ƒπŸΎπŸ©° It's still something βœ‹πŸΎ #21 in Bxb- 4/18/22
Heart and Soul [bxb] by JKMarcov104
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Carter Parrish lived a happy, simple life with his mom, and knowing she had found her way back to love was the best news he could have ever received. But love leads to marriage, and marriage brought him a new stepfather, a new house, six new stepbrothers and one especially obnoxious stepsister. When the place he is meant to call home starts to feel like a test to his good-will and patience, Carter needs an escape. He might find just that where he least expects it, after meeting a smart boy with a snarky sense of humor and a secret he doesn't seem to good at hiding, who just so happens to be his football coach's son. Somebody said "change is inevitable, growth is optional". Carter just wished they had left a footnote about how hard it can be. *STORY CONTAINS MULTIMEDIA*
The Last Piece | BoyxBoy  [COMPLETE] by majestic-
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Tobias just went through a breakup with a girl he's dated for years. The idea of him even being in a relationship, was crazy for people to even think about. Partying and Drinking every weekend was what he was good at, So finding someone to cuddle with, on the weekends instead, was new for him, yet he loved it. He loved her. He loved Michelle. . . So when he found out that Michelle was cheating on him for more than half their relationship, it starts to bring back the old Tobias. The one, no one missed. Well . . . maybe his friends did. His sense for love and affection went out the window. He didn't even want to think about opening up to another girl after what he went through in his last relationship. Then Ethan shows up. Even after Ethan makes it clear he plays for the other team, Tobias doesn't seem to mind and they continue with their friendship. Although Tobias doesn't want to admit it, their friendship begins to transform into more and that scares him. It scares him because he's afraid Ethan might just be the one to show him what love is again. Ethan might just be the one to fix the last piece, to Tobias broken heart. And that scares the hell out of him. 2016