He left to do what he loves, leaving what he loves lost

"Ben was my boyfriend, no he was my life. I hope you understand that once the maze has taken away the only thing you love, there's nothing to live for anymore." After your boyfriend Ben gets banished, you can't help but hold a grudge towards all the keepers. How long will it take Newt to crack open your heart again? Will he ever? SHUCK YAH IT'S NEWT X READER I don't own The Maze Runner or any of the characters, they all belong to James Dashner.