an au where dan is a painter who enjoys listening to indie music and phil is the lead vocalist in a popular metal band by fate, phil just happens to move into the apartment above dan's tw; swearing, abuse, homophobia, incest, rape, cheating, somewhat self-harm (??), mentions of suicide

"Please get murdered on a different road; I'm trying to film!" It is a common sight to see Dan Howell, a famous YouTuber and vlogger, to be constantly interrupted by ambulance sirens that wail as if no one was there. Though, it is not common when Dan himself is associated closely to these ambulance sirens - especially if he was the cause of it. Little did he know that one day, he might just miss the two-note whine of an approaching ambulance. Little did he know that he would await and long for it every day. Little did he know that in the process, he would meet you. ~ DISCLAIMER: CONTAINS MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, EATING DISORDERS, ANXIETY, ETC. DO NOT, AND I REPEAT, DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THE AFOREMENTIONED. THANK YOU.

romance doesn't always begin at first glance, but when the world is paused, it's hard to ignore a second heartbeat. © ; 2016 Highest Ranking: #9 in Fanfiction (aahhh thank you so much) #1 in phillester #1 in superpowers #2 in amazingphil #2 in danisnotonfire #3 in danhowell | WORKING ON FINAL CHAPTER |

It kills me to think you don't know how much I love you.

Dan thinks himself to be straight. That is, until Phil enters the picture. Without warning-and most definitely without his permission-Dan begins to develop feelings that are completely new to him. *Currently being edited High School AU // Dan POV // Completed Book cover by the lovely GypsyRover :)

> phan phillester: u want money danielhowell: do i look like a fucking prostitute??? danielhowell: how much credit to dnptexts on twitter

dan howell liked space, and in phil's eyes he saw galaxies. phil lester liked nature, maybe dan could paint him flowers. [spaceboy!dan x plantboy!phil]

Dan, the second child to his two very disinterested parents, lives in a world where he is utterly useless. Everyone has abilities far beyond belief, flying, teleportation, mind control, anything you can think of. Dan somehow has no powers, making him an outcast to all his peers. His parents soon begin to worry and send him to a therapy group for troubled kids. There he meets someone who didn't completely shun him after figuring out he had no powers. Phil Lester, he is completely intrigued by how Dan could think of life as so meaningless. Even locking out his own family from his life. He's determined to figure out the boy who hates how ordinary he is.

dan howell sent you a chat request I had two choices, either accept it or deny it.

You and Dan are best friends. Honestly, you'd be perfect for each other if you didn't live in two different countries. What happens after a wild time at VidCon when you realize you should be more than just friends? Do you take a chance? Dan Howell x reader Warning for future mentions of rape.