Dan's lost in a world of depression, drugs and self harm, and he's had enough. Well, that's until he meets a blue eyed boy called Phil in the most unexpected way. [COMPLETED] TRIGGER WARNING Highest rankings: #1 IN DANIEL HOWELL #9 IN AMAZINGPHIL #12 IN PHAN #7 IN DAN #1 IN PHANFICTION #335 IN DEPRESSION

"well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

Dan's stolen things his whole life. He's learned to accept it, for the most part. He's banished himself from friendships, but he can't help falling for a certain charming neighbor. [SLOW UPDATES]

[COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Stiles knows, he knows what they think of him, what they say behind his back, he knows that they don't need him. The pack don't mean to, they just don't see it before it's gone to far. Can they save stiles from falling into the bottomless pit they have helped life dig for him. For story with all corrections please go to my profile ShadowBL on Archive of Our Own. Pack consists of the following: Derek - Alpha (werewolf) Scott - Beta (werewolf) Isaac - Beta (werewolf) Boyd - Beta (werewolf) Erica - Beta (werewolf) Jackson - Beta (kanima (learnt how to control it himself)) Lydia - Beta (banshee) Allison - Beta (human/hunter) Cora - Beta (werewolf) Peter - Beta (werewolf) Stiles - Pack mom figure (human) Book one of the 'Plaid shirts' series Trigger warnings: Implied suicidal thoughts, implied depressive thoughts/depression, anxiety, panic attacks, current self harm, past self harm, toucher, bulling. If any of this may trigger you, even a little bit please do not read this Story, I want all reader to be safe and het the most out of this story, some, chapters are going to be more triggering than others but please read with discretion.

The aftermath of a breakup five years prior that left Dan broken and Phil never feeling more free. (tw: alcoholism, but no violence in relation) *** © Please don't repost my works on any platforms without my permission, this includes translations.

Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil... Dan is bullied by a group of boys at school. Phil is one of these bullies but he sees Dan differently. *triggers listed at the top of the chapter* Updates on weekends and occasionally on Wednesdays :)

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Daniel Howell joins a new school after getting bullied. He moved to Lakewood a school in London as his parents decided to move. Second book is slowly in progress - but following it on from the same book.