Hanahaki Disease: A disease where someone will experience their first love and cough up flower petals becasue of it. The patient will not be cured unless their love is returned or are treated by the hospital. If the hospital treats them, they will not be able to feel love for that person ever again. Chuuya finds out something about himself and it scares the shit out of him. Dazai x Chuuya Soukoku

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after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

❛ 'cause i think i'm not yours. ❜ atsushi sees colorful strings on five of his fingers; and there's one that's tightly wrapped around his neck. he wishes he doesn't have the red string, because at the end of the string is a person he can't have. looped around with the purple color, that tightens around the red string. dazai doesn't see any strings on his fingers; he watches atsushi take in deep shaky breaths and scratch at his neck as if something was there, always leaving a bruising ring. he wishes he could see was atsushi sees, because it seems the light haired boy always shoot dazai a sad gaze. and he always squeezed his pinkie with a bit of pain in his expression, a frown etched on his lips. atsushi wishes he can't see the strings; dazai wishes he could see what the other can see.