billies gone but is she really? tw: suicide, mentions of suicide, sh, usage of alcohol and drugs

~COMPLETED~ Isabelle and her best friend Billie, are in love. Until her parents see them kissing one day after school and they ship her off to boarding school. Story starts as they are 16, however is based 4 years later. Billie lives her life becoming famous and they haven't seen each other since that afternoon. What will happen when they finally see each other again? ⚠️ PLEASE READ ⚠️ I do not put Trigger Warnings at the start of each chapter. Please note this book is marked as mature content for a reason; Everyone is different, meaning different things trigger different people. Viewer discretion is advised. This book will eventually contain smut, bc duh. Accomplishments: #7 - billieeilish # 1 - blohsh #1 - billieeilishstory *completed October, 2020*

Two girls. Two lifestyles. One locker filled with a compelling secret. "Who would have thought one little locker would unveil so much" she asked me as we found ourselves intertwined in each others embrace. My fingers found their way through her coiled hair as she laid on top of me. I took a deep breath before saying, "I'm lucky it did" I spoke. "We would have been dead a long time ago if it hadn't" I finished, watching as her eyes now scanned over my entire being. I didn't understand how, but Locker 265 saved my life.

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

[Book 1 Of The Sinners Trilogy] Quinn did something terrible. Her mother won't even look at her. Exiled to a strict Catholic school in the city's underbelly, she's determined to stay invisible-but never afraid. And then there's Billie. A bruised-knuckle gang leader with blood on her hands and secrets in her eyes, Billie rules St. Mary's with a silent fury no one dares cross. And yet, she's watching Quinn. Closely. As the two girls are drawn into each other's orbit, Quinn discovers that St. Mary's is more than detention slips and hallway fights. It's a battlefield-and Billie isn't just a bully. She's a soldier in a war no one talks about. And Quinn? She's already in too deep. One carries a secret. The other carries anger. And when love meets violence-nothing stays holy. ••• "Welcome to St. Mary's school for the troubled child" Billie whispers, her hands on my waist, her lips by my ear. I shudder, trying not to fall into her trap. She brings a hand to my top button, undoing it "You've gotta be in here for something. We're all sinners" she moves down, undoing half of my shirt. I whimper, my muscles locked. I felt ashamed of what she was doing to me, how she was making me feel. "C'mon, baby." she spins me so I'm facing her. Her eyes sparkled with amusement "Show me how sinful you really are" ••• • #1 in idontwannabeyouanymore on 8.23.19 • # 1 in blohsh on 8.23.19 • # 1 in comeoutandplay on 12.18.19 • # 1 in lesbianfiction on 7.03.25

(COMPLETED) Mara, intern at a venue in London, learns a lot can change in just 7 days. Mara is used to crossing paths with bands and musicians. What she is not used to however, is being involved in an accident with an artist after a show. Especially if that artist is Billie Eilish. Mara has been avoiding it all her life but by the end of the week she is forced to make a tough choice. #bottombillie achieved: #1 billieeilish #27 fanfiction #4 gxg #2 in wlw #1 in billie #1 in eilish #1 fanficromance #1 in limbo

I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

When Aurora Ashford moves from the UK to America, she finds herself soon stuck deep in a whirlwind of emotions. She figures our her sexuality though sweat, blood and tears and realises the true meaning of appreciation. Through copious amounts of arguments with her parents and friends, Aurora decides to disappear one day. All to be found only a couple days later by someone who she never even thought remembered her name. Will Aurora push her emotions to the side to maintain who she thinks she is? Or will she be unable to contain her true feelings?

"I'm sorry." "for what?" "being too afraid to love you." SEXUAL/MATURE CONTENT + THEMES. __ (I AM IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM TRYING TO MAKE BILLIE OUT TO BE AT ALL WHO SHE IS NOT; THIS IS JUST A FICTIONAL STORY WITH BILLIE WRITTEN FICTIONALLY AS A CHARACTER.)