Lauren and Camila has been friends for so many years...completely platonic. But what will happen when one afternoon, Lauren suddenly felt the need to be closer to Camila (in a completely romantic way). She noticed how her laugh changes when she's with Camila; how fast her heart beat is picking up whenever Camila touches her skin. Is it possible she had felt this way even before? That she just chose to ignore it? Will Lauren make a move? Knowing quite well how straight (at least what she thought) Camila is?

18 year old student Lauren Jauregui has been dealing with her OCD ever since she could remember. Everything was okay until the end of Summer where she's forced to spend seven months in a mental health center for teens Watch as Lauren meets people she'll remember forever, and people she'll want to forget. And watch as Lauren learns to deal with certain things, and understand others. Was it all really worth it?

Alive [uh-lahyv] adjective having life; living; existing; not dead or lifeless. Depression dɪˈprɛʃ(ə)n noun feelings of severe despondency and dejection. Love lʌv/ noun a strong feeling of affection. High school sucked enough never mind being the new kid who suffers from depression, anxiety, has a complicated family and is extremely gay. Camila is planning to keep a low profile but that hopeful idea completely changed when she knocked a peculiar girl with ethereal green eyes over in the cafeteria. Her name? Lauren. Little did Camila know that Lauren would be the very one to save her. *WARNING: do not copy any of this content! Any phrases, quotes or the story line. You are not permitted to take some of it and change it to make it your own unless you have the full permission of the author. *Thank you * *warning : this involves talk of depression, anxiety and low self esteem.You have been warned, so read at your own risk.* And also, I'd like to give a huge thank you to @slothtato for the front cover of this book. She is amazing and you should really follow her.

Lauren has moved to New York City with her three best friends to start her college life. She's excited to leave the drama of high school but she finds herself back in the mean girls situation. What's even worse about this situation is that her mind can't get one girl off her mind, one of the mean girls. How will this situation between Lauren and Camila work out?

A lot of girls experiment in college; it's natural. It's no different at the University of Miami, and when they're looking to experiment, they know exactly who to go to. But what will happen when she finally falls for one of the girls she hooks up with?

this is the best 5h gc you'll ever read!!! cc:slothtato

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Lauren is the school's badass. She meets the biggest nerd ever at her crew's party.. Camila Cabello hides a secret that only her cousin Ally knows about. Will these two opposites fall in love or fall apart?

two friends- camila and lauren begin noticing things about each other. things that are wrong, but also, things that are right. they get curious. cover by @SLOTHTATO

Camila has been admiring Lauren since the first day of school. She's too afraid to ever make an advantage but after speaking to the girl for the first time, she realizes she's not as intimidating as she thought she was. The beautiful green eyed girl is innocent and endearing and thought Camila would make a good friend. What Lauren didn't know was that she'd realize her feelings for the girl after sharing a quick kiss in her families' secret library. *** 100% FLUFF! NO ANGST WHATSOEVER ***