This is not a ‘boy saves the girl’ type of story. This is anything but that. No boy can save a girl like Ana Shaw. She is saveless. Ana Shaw has had a rough three years. After a traumatic experience when she was fifteen, she has been in and out of mental hospitals in hopes of trying to make her whole again. Now, after multiple suicide attempts and then a full year of recovery, Ana finds herself back in a patient facility, surrounded by other mentally unstable people. But really, what's wrong with wanting to die? After everything that she's been through, it's totally understandable that she wants to end her life. However, everybody around her is determined to keep her alive no matter what she wants. Will they succeed or will Ana slip through their fingers once and for all? With the help of a few people at the mental rehabilitation center that she is staying in, Ana fights to find reasons to live before it's too late.

"I have more scars than friends," she cries out. "I'm fine. I already ate. I'm just cold," she lied. Her heart turned bitter cold, no more of the sweet loving girl. She knew what she wanted to do, and that's what hurt her most. She listened to the voice she made up in her head telling her to take the pills. She bawled every night in hope of getting out of this hell hole she was forced to call life. Mental hospitals were threatened, but no action further. Parents divorced and her life started to fall apart. Her anxiety disorder didn't help either. She was picked on for dating a girl. She was bullied for going against society. She cried every night as she slit her wrists, hoping to feel something other than sadness. When all hopes gave up, she grabbed the bottles, she wrote the letters and she quietly stayed in her room. She sat on her nicely made bed with the notes in her hand, and the bottle in the other. Under her pillow was a folded note. She wiped off her tears and grabbed the letter. "Dear Miss Suicidal," She read aloud.

A guidebook if you feel like you're alone