In a cruel world dominated by Titans, you seek purpose in the Survey Corps after Levi saves you from the death of your grandmother, Arya. You want to give back to the regiment that raised you, even if it means trading your heart. But when your first assignment is to be comrades with the brash and unlikeable Eren Jaeger, everything you remember fades away. MEMORY LOSS ✦ Featured in Wattpad's official Attack on Titan reading list ✦ Nominated for the 2021 Wattys Award in Fanfiction WARNING: Graphic descriptions of gore, canon violence, angst, multiple sexual scenes (smut). © 2020 emefaerie

Starting over, you've discovered, is mostly a matter of place; put enough miles between yourself and everything that came before, find a roommate you like, make friends with people who know nothing about you, and eventually the person you used to be begins to feel like some distant cousin. Shiganshina is good for that. Eren Jaeger is not. He's your roommate's friend, then yours, then something considerably more inconvenient. He's infuriating in ways that become intimate, intimate in ways that become problematic, and somewhere along the line, disliking him becomes difficult to separate from want. The trouble with becoming close to someone is that you never notice it happening. There's no moment when the water reaches your throat. No warning that you've wandered too far from shore. By then, you're already submerged.

«𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐» ,, 𝗆𝗒 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖺 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎 ,, ✓ 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋 × 𝖿𝖾𝗆! 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ✓ 𝗆𝗂𝗄𝖺𝗌𝖺'𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋 ✓ 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗇 𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾 ! 𝖠𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭 ! * 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 ©𝗁𝖺𝗃𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗒𝖺𝗆𝖺 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽: 17/08/2022 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖾𝖽: 27/12/2022 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝗁𝖺𝗃𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗒𝖺𝗆𝖺: 17/10/2022 🥉𝗂𝗇 #𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗋𝗌𝖼𝗁𝗍𝖾𝗂𝗇: 27/12/2022 + 30/03/2023 🥈𝗂𝗇 #𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗋𝗌𝖼𝗁𝗍𝖾𝗂𝗇: 04/03/2023 🥈𝗂𝗇 #𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗇: 08/03/2023 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋: 04/04/2023 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗃𝖺𝖾𝗀𝖾𝗋: 04/04/2023 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖺: 11/06/2023 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗋𝗌𝖼𝗁𝗍𝖾𝗂𝗇: 04/07/2023 🥈𝗂𝗇 #𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇: 20/09/2023 🥉𝗂𝗇 #𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇: 08/10/2023 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗑𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋: 30/04/2024 🥈𝗂𝗇 #𝗆𝗂𝗄𝖺𝗌𝖺𝖺𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇: 21/05/2024 🥇𝗂𝗇 #𝗆𝗂𝗄𝖺𝗌𝖺𝖺𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇: 28/05/2024 🥉𝗂𝗇 #𝖺𝗈𝗍: 07/07/2024

Between life and death, there is hope. But every ending has the same outcome: the Rumbling razes the earth, taking the person you love with it. After you die, you reawake in the day you met your best friend, Eren Jaeger. In every life you relive, you change one part of the story that sets it in a different direction, hoping to find the one choice that will save him once and for all. But you only have thirteen chances, and time is running out. WARNING: canon spoilers, nsfw (smut), graphic descriptions of gore and violence, adult language, and mature content. © 2022 emefaerie