I wish that I wasn't so damned shy. I wish that Mike and his friends would leave me alone, like the useless boy that I am. I wish they would stop thinking I could become their friend. And of course, I wish that my parents would love me.

"You're not going to jump, are you?" "Was thinking about it." On the brink of giving up, seventeen-year-old Kellin Quinn stands on the edge of life and death. But his plans to end it all are thwarted when kind stranger, Vic Fuentes, steps in. Vic becomes reason enough for Kellin to start his life anew, but his past haunts him, threatening to topple everything he's worked so hard to build. Must he come to terms that his happiness was simply never meant to be? ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Self-harm - Suicidal thoughts/actions - Mentions of rape - Sexual/abuse - Alcoholism - other scenes that may be triggering Updating Wednesdays and Saturdays (Previously known as: Bleeding Little Blue Boy)

Kellin Quinn is a depressed suicidal boy who writes letters in his journal to all the people he knows. One day Vic Fuentes-the new kid in school- finds his journal in the hands of his younger and anoying brother. When he has the journal he reads some of the letters and is stunned at how much he doesn't know about this unordinary boy. Will Vic try and help Kellin get better or will he give up like every one else. This story contains strong triggers. Do not read if easily triggered. Love you ♡

Kellin is a deep, suicidal teenager in high school. He has no friends and no one that's there for him....but then, new student Vic Fuentes transfers to Kellin's school and decides to befriend Kellin. When he figures out how dangerous Kellin is towards himself he tries to help him, but he realizes that he does it in a way he didn't expect he would do...and will the tables turn when Kellin faces trouble and has to try to save Vic as well?

Vic has been through a lot in the past few days. He lost his best friend and almost took his own life. That's why he ended up in a psychiatric hospital. Kellin has been in the hospital for 20 days now but that's okay, he doesn't want to go home to his abusive family. They don't really care about him anyway Will these two be able to help each other or watch each other burn? Expect other band members ;) mental hospital for band members woo!!! (Boyxboy)

It's not admiration; it's addiction. In the process of editing.

Kellin is a mess. He's sad, tired, and swears too much. He copes by making self deprecating jokes and with his loud sarcastic humour. Vic is new and has no idea what he is getting himself into when he tries becoming friends with the mess that is Kellin Quinn. (may be triggering to some) please this was my first story be kind it's mildly cringey but i still like the story and stand by it, just maybe read my newer stuff as i think it's better

mem·o·ry ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. * In which Vic will always remember Kellin

Nothing kills a man faster than his own head. When you're falling apart at the seams, who's going to be there to sew you back together? [Unedited]

Kellin Quinn had a traumatic upbringing and since has had a hard time staying out of his head. He is sickened by what he loves, and despite trying so hard to heal, he constantly falls back into old habits. Filled with anxiety about going away to college and the pressures of the past, Kellin is about to break, until he meets his roommate, Vic Fuentes, who is completely and permanently blind. After a life of self sabotage, Kellin must find his way to self acceptance and accept that things aren't always black and white. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Homophobia - Mentions of violence / trauma - Smut