Navigating Relationships seem to be one hell of an emotional ride. Fuck the fear of death, this thing called love is scarier I will tell you that. I received my diagnosis 2021December. TW: Self Harm, Suicidal Tendencies and Abuse. This is the next phase of my awakening. My side of the story. I will be heard. My voice shall never be silenced even in the darkest of rooms in the loneliest of my path. Alas I am Back Bitchhhhessss :) These chapters will be that of a journal. Personal yet I will be telling a story. I will share thoughts and growing belief systems. I will be sharing deep descriptions of my sorrow and pain and the highs of the bliss I experience. Hang in there guys this is an emotional rollercoaster of the perceptions of the mind and how it affects my life. I just think I could provide value to someone who is like me out there. :) Hi my other BPD Folk. You are welcome here. Cheers guys :)

As I sat alone in the waiting area, I realised Anika was the only person I couldn't imagine living without. She shattered all the damn walls I had built around my heart. I was so deeply in love with her. Anika Sharma, a typical event planner, is thrown into an arranged marriage with Jai Singhania, a businessman only interested in securing the CEO position. Can these two make this marriage a happy one?

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧. ☆°•°☆☆°•°☆ "𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 ? 𝑰 𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑰𝒏𝒂𝒚𝒂𝒉 " ───※ ·❆· ※─── 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓮? ───※ ·❆· ※─── 𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀 Inayah despises the idea of arrange marriage. Growing up with an abusive father inayah never believed in the idea of getting married one day . She has always been busy chasing her dream to become a painter , But when her father all of a sudden gambles her to get married to the richest and the most successful man in the country, her dreams are crushed and swiped under the carpet and she only has one feeling set for her future husband : Hatred. ☆°•°☆ 𝐀𝐑𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐑𝐀 Arhaan always thought that marriage will be better than ones wildest dreams from the moment he saw the girl of his dreams in his college. Loving your academic rival from afar always have a beauty of its own even though sometimes it's unbearable and painful. But when one day his father announces that he will be marrying the girl of his father's choice in a week his dreams are shattered and he only have one feeling set for his future wife:contempt

❝I knew the risks of falling in love... and yet I wanted to put my heart on the line for her.❞ Aleah Brooks lives her life jumping from one guy to another... Her obsession of feeling anything other than love is driven by a strong fear. While all the girls in her age group are finding themselves in long-term relationships, she's simply trying to find herself. But she's looking in all the wrong places. ...until she meets Sebastian Knight. After getting his heart shattered, he gives up on finding true love. He's determined to succeed and complete his goals without having any sort of distractions, especially ones who could end up breaking his heart again. But when he stumbles upon a broken girl who just needs to know what love is really like, he allows himself to get sidetracked.

(I WROTE THIS AT 14 YEARS OLD, IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS SO DON'T ATTACK ME Y'ALL FOR HOW BAD IT IS IDEK WHY IT HAS READS BUT LMFAO) "Because Heaven," he sighed as he ran his strong hands through his volumed black hair, "I never thought love was real until I met you." he said as he looked me in the eyes with those blue ocean orbs of his. I felt my heart speed up at the words that had just come out of his mouth. Aiden loves me. And I love him too ~~ Heavens a fun outgoing 17-year-old girl, she makes new friends and loves being around people. When she meets Aiden, she can't help but become sickened by his annoying and rude manner. They slowly become enemies and quickly become lovers. But what happens when Heaven's secrets get loose? Who is she putting in danger?

Elyse, a trauma surgeon who owes a debt to the mafia, finds herself in an arranged marriage with infamous mafia don Alessandro and discovers unexpected love as they navigate his dangerous world together. ***** Dr. Elyse Romero is used to dangerous house calls. Ever since her father's debts to all the wrong people fell to her, she's been the doctor on call for the mafia, and at this point, she's lost count of how many criminals she's had to heal. But when a handsome stranger is brought to her apartment in the dead of night, Elyse knows this assignment won't be like the others. There's no doubt in her mind: if he dies, she dies too. But it turns out surviving the night is the least of her worries. Her new patient is none other than notorious mafia don Alessandro Vitale, and he's not done with Elyse just yet. Presented with an offer she truly can't refuse, Elyse is forced into a new kind of danger and it turns out she's only scratched the surface of this criminal world. After all, when an angel saves a devil's life, there will be hell to pay. Book One in the Devil's Playground Series. Content Warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of crime and violence.

\\•What are we but broken hearts, chasing and blaming love•\\ ~Unknown //#1 in Allah 1 in Turkey 1 in Pakistani 2 in muslimlovestory 2 in chasing 7 in second marriage 8 in Pakistan 11 in emotions 17 in office 26 in desi 33 in spiritual 30 in islam//

And lead us not into temptation, they said. She fell into temptation nonetheless. Well, actually, Angel fell in love with her own temptation: Lucifer. But she is not very interested in being freed from this evil; she wants temptation. She wants to fall out of desire. She wants to sin. She wants to be sucked in by the dark and impassive look that always conquers her. They warned her. And he knew it too. They could not fall into temptation. They could not want each other. But Lucifer wanted her. The problem is that loving each other seemed like paradise, but it could become a real purgatory. USED TO BE: THE DEVIL'S LOVE

In which an eighteen-year-old succumbs to an older man . . . "I can't resist him, even though I tried. Call me weak, pathetic, my ears are deaf except if it's his voice they're listening to. Because no matter what, just one touch and I'm at his mercy."