"Niall, I'm scared." "What are you afraid of Zayn?" "I'm afraid that I'm just another person you're going to use and pretend to like me, to take away my innocents." "I won't ever do that Zayn, I promise you I won't. I will protect you against myself and the world." "Why do you have to protect yourself from me?" "Because Zayn, you're so innocent and I wanna do bad things to you." Spectacular cover By ZaynJPayne

"Did you honestly think I would't find you, Blondie?" Zayn crossed his arms. "Actually, I hoped you wouldn't.. But yeah somewhere in there." Niall says. "Sassy, are we?" Zayn put on and amused smirk. "Zayn, you can't get away with it this time. I have friends. They'll report me-" "But I texted them all. Saying you had to go see your mum in an institution." Zayn smirks. "How long have you been watching me?!" "Long enough. Theres something you should know, Blondie," Zayn bends to Nialls ear, "No escaping this time. Im your worst nightmare and your wildest dream."

Self Harm is an addiction. An eating disorder is a constant demon in your mind. Depression is something you don't just 'move on' from, it's constantly there. Having to fight the constant triggers around him, Niall Horan is slowly lapsing back into his depression. The strong urges are constantly there, and even having a boyfriend as perfect as Zayn Malik doesn't seem to be helping. He knows he SHOULD be happy, but he isn't, and he thinks he's forgot how to be 'happy'. and he's battling this alone while trying to hide it from his boyfriend. Sooner or later it'll all get to much and he'll end up back where he started.

The day Niall wondered astray from his gang, on a yearly hiking outing, is the day Niall would forever remember. The day Niall would have flash through his mind as he re-taught his new...pet. A boy, living amongst wolves all his life that has to be taught the basics of human life. Like when not to hump Niall’s leg.

In which two best friends try to overcome the obstacles that stand in their way of being happy. ©inkedmalik