Early chapters can be found in novelupdates.

y/n= your name (you are male in this story so please use a male or gender-neutral name) h/c= hair color e/c= eye color s/c= skin color h/l= hair length

Thinking back, I don't even understand why I became friends with him. It was always a mistake, since the very beginning... (Y/n) finds himself in a difficult position with his ex-childhood friend, Kousuke (Kou). Why say ex instead of just childhood friend? Because they're not friends anymore. And what did that fact make Kousuke do? Things that (y/n) never thought would happen.