"it'll all be better, i'm here for you now." harry said soothingly as he rubbed the smaller boys arm. honestly, he didn't know if it'd get better, but he knew he couldn't just leave the boy. no, he was his friend now and friends stay forever, no matter what. "no it doesn't" louis replied with a choked sob. harry didn't understand why life was so cruel but it was and he would try to fix it for louis, no matter what he had to do. no matter what the cost was, because for him, louis was worth it. *** warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide. i wrote this story when i was in 7th grade. I was very childish and i was writing about something that i didn't know that much about. i've gotten many messages asking me to continue this story so it will be continued on @sighlyharry if you comment anything rude or if i take it offensively, you will be blocked.

I won't stop until that boy is mine ©All Rights reserved. Danny Knight

Harry has a terrible anxiety and Louis solitudes his fears in the pleasant art of ASMR [ASMR, for those of you who don't know, is a tingly reaction you feel from various sounds and movements meant to relieve you from anxiety and help you sleep. Google it for more information] -- Credit to: little_aesthetic_weirdo on instagram for the Harry edit, I only did the text --

••complete 2014•• harry is in a coma and louis is waiting for him to wake up

••complete 2014•• harry is mourning and louis has bad habits

"Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill myself so I can die." In that moment Harry realized something, Louis was broken beyond repair. However, he was never going to give up on trying to put his broken pieces back together. Warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. Please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide.

"It's hard letting go. I'm finally at peace but it feels wrong." {Under going editing. It's being rewritten from the beginning, grammatical errors are being fixed. Should be completely edited and polished by December}

17Black: a gay strip club in London known for hot strip teases, a talented dj, and matchmaking? Harry is moving to London as a new addition to 17Black - new penthouse, hot job, amazing pay - sounds great. Sure it is a clear violation of Harry's sexuality, but it's not gay unless you make it gay, right? Plus it's only for a month anyway. And of course, time flies when you meet a cute bloke named Louis. Who knows? A lot can happen in a month.

••complete 2014•• forced to hide their relationship, two boys meet every night under the stars. the moon their spotlight as they fall deeper in love

'I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your neck' https://www.instagram.com/thighhighlarry/ Copyright 2014, thighhighlarry. All Rights Reserved.