john suffers with trauma. jaren eases it without even knowing. their relationship develops, until the trauma boils near the surface. jaren realises he is the cause of this trauma, but there's a thin chance of him escaping lukewarm.

in a small town suddenly hit by waves of violence and deviance, the consequence being that a boy gets caught in the crossfire of gang culture. it devastates the community, but it brings people together, perhaps some more closely than others. lucas doesn't believe in fate; he thinks fate is a bully, it's unfair and unforgiving. he looks elsewhere for guidance, to make sense of what happened, and what cruel world would take his friend from him. john knows there is blood on his hands that he can't wash off, but when he sees the boy dressed in black weeks after his friend's funeral in honour of his death, there an unshakable feeling even sunflower seeds can't fix. nothing would ever be the same, in the town of the sunflowers.

a teenage lucas is waiting for something to disrupt his boring everyday life, and lucky, an adult john's persistence is what does exactly that, changing it forever. with an abusive cat, odd and overprotective friends, those beautiful daydreams of krii7y are everything.

Completed// 𝔈𝔫𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔢𝔰. 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔢, 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔏𝔢𝔰𝔰." #1 in Smii7y ❤️

Just a normal College fanfic. But with Kryoz and Smii7Y. ( Warning : May Have Suicidal Thoughts Or Attempted Suicide )