Carrie meets the man of her dreams in Lucas when she's sixteen. On her twentieth birthday, he proposes and she excitedly accepts. He might be two years older, but they're truly in love when they marry eighteen months later... But their happiness is short-lived when Lucas is killed in a car accident. Left alone and widowed, Carrie becomes depressed and is unable to move on in the world. She's wasting away, and her dream of starting her family with her perfect husband is shattered. In a shocking twist of fate, Carrie learns she's four months pregnant, just two months after the death of her husband. Turns out her dream of becoming a mother isn't so shattered anymore. Will the miracle baby help Carrie come out of depressed state?

Breannas journal as she goes through a relationship that went wrong and the tough choice that she had to make. The insperation for this story, is my own personal story. It is a work of fiction, that has actual events and the actual timeline. But names, and thoughts were just made up. I never kept a journal so these are my thoughts looking back at the few months.