❝our story isn't over, it's just forever unfinished.❞ © 2014 michaelsvans

❝Is it true that you love me, I dare you to kiss me, with everyone watching.❞

ashton irwin fanfic

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

Neither of them knowing what would happen, wether they would fly or they would fall. They don't know what to expect from the ones they love, they just want acceptance. You don't fall in love everyday, and you especially don't fall in love with your best mate. Meeting at the audition, falling at the third band practice, admitting it at their second year. And all because of some stupid dreams. Quitting a band and going straight to the streets to do graffiti, that can effect someone. But maybe in the best way.

Luke gazed at Ashton's hazel eyes smiling sadly " I want to do ten things before I die, will you do them with me?" || Lashton || || Malum ||

"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.

*Notice, this book used to be named "Blogging To Love."* In this story, Ashton Irwin band member of Five Seconds of Summer is torn between being in love with his band member Luke Hemmings, running his own blog about himself and the boys, facing everyday obstacles, and saving his best friend. Will true love come out of the story? Can Harry be the one to be to save him? Will the hottest couple 2013, Louis Tomlinson and Liam Payne be able to help them any? Where does Michael and Calum disappear too? And why is Zayn in Spain? These last few questions have been very good questions. The author may not know the answers to these questions. You, the reader will know soon by reading the story! Go ahead, but don't worry there's no pressure.