in which peter parker is confused about his feelings on christmas, but makes up for them on new year's

'This is a fücked up relationship, and I'm a fücked up person, but you're the only one who makes me feel loved!' Tears streamed down Billy's eyes as he exclaimed the words with so much passion, and in this moment, I realized something. I was the only one who cared about Billy, and he depended on me to give him the love and care he lacked in his life. _________________________ A Billy Hargrove fan fiction

Niall and Shawn sing Mercy together backstage at the AMAs, but what happens when the recording stops?