"The thing is, Camila isn't surprised, because she's a fast learner. And what she's learned so far is that Lauren is, in fact, a great actress. Whether she's pretending to like Camila or pretending to be straight, she's not sure yet. Camila just knows that she's pretending. It's all an act. It has to be. Rehearsals for the next show haven't even started yet, but it feels like they're already in play practice."

You're Lauren Jauregui. You danced the part of Clara in The Nutcracker for the first time when you were thirteen years old. You've already done two winter seasons of Swan Lake even though you're only sixteen. You've topped all of your classes since the moment you started them. For fuck's sake, you didn't even have to audition for the Fonteyn Academy for Classical and Contemporary Ballet, that's how good you are. - and no one, not even this girl that dances barefoot to Italian music, is going to take it away from you. // "I'm not into girls." "I'm not into you." // 'una somma di piccolo cose' - niccolò fabi

The circus was stupid and a total con act. That was something Camila felt strongly about. Camila Cabello did not believe in things like magic and wonder and fantasy...it simply did not exist and there was no arguing about it. Now, after being forced by her mother to go and spend time with her little sister, Sofi, she has to go to the circus that's in town for the next 10 days. And perhaps, the illusion will not be stupid. And perhaps, the illusion will not be an illusion. This amazing cover was done by SLOTHTATO, she made an absolutely amazing cover and this wouldn't even have been posted if it wasn't for her so thank her lots!

Sequel to 'Monochromatic' Ten years after the moon and the sun departed, Camila still feels the lingers of the moon. Camila became what Lauren hoped for her: a successful author with best-selling novels. Her voice was heard, but her heart has remained silent since Lauren left. Now she's recently divorced with a curious four year old who always finds a way to remind her of the romance that never finished. Lauren is always a part of her life, even if she isn't around for Camila to see. No matter how hard she tries, she can't move on from Lauren. After an unexpected visit by someone from The Jauregui Family Circus during one of her book signings, Camila's temptation to look for Lauren only increases. But what if she never really left? After all, the moon follows you everywhere you go. The cover was made by the wonderful SLOTHTATO, she's made nearly all of my covers and never disappoints.

Camila and Lauren cross paths a year after Camila has left Fifth Harmony. Old feelings resurface. The only problem? Lucy and Lauren are officially girlfriends. Will Lauren and Camila let temptation get the best of them? ***Warning: Non-AU Infidelity Fic*** Read at your own discretion.

"Suggestion: Can someone do a oneshot on The Weeknd- "Coming Down" where like Lauren parties & does drugs and that's why Camila left" Well, your wish is my command. • Trigger warning: Drug abuse • 10/9/2015

Lauren's best friend, Dinah, is stranded in an airport due to unforeseen circumstances, thus keeping her from executing her plan to stop the wedding of her ex-girlfriend, Normani, with whom she's still very much in love. Dinah asks Lauren to stop the wedding for her and that's how the green-eyed girl meets Camila, Normani's best friend and maid of honor. ***credits to HMANIP for the manip on the cover

A dance through time - past and present moments, and a look at the relationship of two girls, a trip to Barcelona, and promises made throughout their lives. -- "Well... It doesn't count that your touch lingers just a bit more on her waist when you're hugging her, right? And it's just simple friendship when you brush unruly strands of hair behind her ear and she blushes? Surely, it's platonic that you let your hands gently run over her back and her shoulder blades when she's asleep with you in bed? And, obviously, it's purely friendly behaviour when you pay for her tickets at the movies with a grin and a wave of your hand, and you spend more and more time alone with her, and for your free choice art assignment you painted her, and you stare at her for a bit too long to be just friends, and when people say the word 'home' your first thought isn't a place, but her (herherherherherher-she's everywhere)... You're doing okay, right?"

Trigger Warning. "Girls shouldn't like girls and boys shouldn't like that boys in that aspect. It shouldn't even be considered as a norm. It's disgusting, a taboo and just- they're freaks. Freaks!" Cover made by the amazing @majestic-lxgic !!

"She pretends it doesn't hurt when Camila pulls away with a gasp, lipstick smeared over both of their lips to a point where they can't tell who has whose lipstick on their mouths, and says, 'fuck you Lauren, I'm not into girls.' She's not naive. It doesn't hurt. (Except it does, it does and it does, until Lauren can't feel her extremities anymore)." (cover by @slothtato)