'so this is what you get for loving' a story that follows Joshua Hong as he falls in love with a certain bandmate of his. Will the pain drive him away? Or is it all worth it in the end?

jeonghan's love letter ends up in the hands of his long term bully junhui. junhui's good at blackmailing; jeonghan's life starts to suck. but things get easier when he's anywhere near jisoo. things get easier when he's anywhere else | started: 2.27.2017 | completed:

Joshua wants to just shrug those who doesn't want him in the group as well as his existance to in between others ship. he try to distance himself especially to Jeonghan but what happen if this move of his will affects everybody which causes the group to comfort and guard Joshua even further.

When all those saved files (memories of his love) got lost and corrupted.

"Excuse me sir, but I sexually identify as an attack helicopter." Started: Mid January 2018 Ended: