Why am I so in love? It's painful... I'm tired. I never wanted to be in a toxic relationship yet with him... I fell. So when it ended it was like hell on earth. But with you, Yoongi, it's different. I love you and yet I don't feel the pain like when I was with him - even in our worst arguments I could never hate you. You should never blame yourself for what is happening. I'm sorry. Started: December 2016 Finished: ??? Side note - my writing improves as you go through the chapters! I am sorryyy ty xxx