Kylo Ren x Reader JL-0819 can remember images from a life before having been kidnapped by the First Order, before being forced to become a stormtrooper. Even with this knowledge, it is not enough to cause her to defy the organization that she so faithfully serves. But when Kylo Ren discovers her deepest secret, she must choose between the past she can only vaguely remember and becoming someone that truly matters.

Elyssa Greer came from a Pureblood family, a Pureblood descent of Serbians. She was the outcast of her family; the only Gryffindor after centuries of the Greer and Banović family being sorted into Slytherin. Ellie felt like an outcast before she was sorted into Gryffindor; her parents could not reproduce after she was born. When Ellie turns fifteen, she is affianced to Nikolai Orlov, and they would be married when they were of age. Ellie did not expect to be at the hands of a difficult relationship. She did not expect to have eyes for another. Discoveries lead to arguments, and arguments lead to violence. WARNING- there are going to be some dialogue/actions that are abusive.

//~Part 1 of the Shattered Secret Dyad~\\ ((TW: Pregnancy..... started this at the age of 14 back in 2015 so please bear with me)) ---------- "It's the secrets that we keep that seem to destroy the world around us," I say, hoping my fear was well hidden. "Says the girl who kept a secret from me for six years," Ren snarls back. --------- You were small when you first met Ben Solo, the boy with the Dark hair, your best friend. You've known him all your life, sharing countless memories together. But one day, he says he has to leave to train to be a Jedi with his Uncle Luke. He promises to return, and the night before he leaves is one you would never forget. But you leave the planet of Corellia you've called home only after two months goes by, and that's when the secrets start. A year passes, and word is spread that Ben has fallen to the Dark Side, killing all of the Jedi Padawans Luke had trained. Devastated, you return to the only home you've ever known for the comforting of General Leia. Five years pass when you finally come face to face with Kylo Ren, your secrets trailing behind you like the cape on his back.