|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became colder. "I never want to be taken advantage of." "Who says everyone will?" The man retaliated. "I like my own tent. I don't want people to come inside and mess everything up." "But what if someone climbed into your tent and cleaned it up for you?" He asked again." xx

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Phil is a rich businessman who decides to leave the city in favor of buying a house in the country. He expected to find beauty in the house and the surrounding gardens, but he didn't account for a cute gardener who loves flowers and hates him.

[COMPLETED] LIVE - AmazingPhil: "come watch me :)"

A/N: So this story has surpassed my Transgender fic.. holy shit. I wrote this when i was 14 and its shit, why do yall like it?? lol none the less, thank you.) Dan and Phil were celebrating their 6 year anniversary with the fans on YouNow. But Dan wasn't focusing because he wanted something more than 6 years of friendship, he just didn't know what

For 15 years, Daniel Howell has trained as an undercover spy and policeman for an agency called SACM (Secret Agency of Criminal Management.) When his commander assigns him to an easier case - a simple drug bust - he meets his suspect, Phil Lester. Once he proves if he's innocent or guilty, Dan can simply leave and go on with life. But what is it about this particular suspect that causes the pain in Dan's chest? Can Dan simply move on after this? Will his strict commander even let him? Rated: 10+ (graphic situations)

It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I am so sorry.

「COMPLETE」 Dan and Phil run into problems. Phil's forced out, and Dan realizes he needs Phil. Will he be able to bring the blue-eyed boy back, or will he be lost forever?

Dan Howell lived alone in his flat. Or at least he thought. Things would randomly happen like if he lost something it would randomly appear next to him out of nowhere. If he was having a bad day things that made Dan happy would be randomly right next to him. What happens when he finally sees the gorgeous creature (Phil Lester) that lives with him? Read on to find out. (First phanfic. Hope you guys like my story. ^-^ Picture cover does not belong to me. No trigger warnings. ^-^)