The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

Brendon is left disabled after a car accident and has to go to a special school, but what will he find when he gets there?

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pete just wanted brendon to admit to his homosexuality, and get ryan a boyfriend. so he opened kik and started a group chat.

Brendon is currently in a relationship with Dallon but is constantly being reminded of when he was with Ryan.

brendon ™ sent you a snap! Please read the whole thing in case you miss some character developments :)

When two boys who are complete opposites of one-another are thrown into each others paths, questions arise, friendships are broken and formed, and a billion other complications are thrown into their faces, but they simply have to deal. Deal with the horrors of teenage angst.

Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...

It's been ten years. Ten fucking years since my band and I started this crazy journey with our first album, a fever you cant sweat out. A lot was different back then. I have a whole new band, a wife, and I haven't talked to Ryan or Jon in years. But that last part will change tonight. Tonight, I am throwing a party to celebrate our ten years, and guess who my lovely wife invited? You guessed it. I guess I'll be getting drunk as fuck tonight. Cover credit goes to camjsado.tumblr.com

• love can make you do crazy things... •Warning; four words per chapter