"You're useless." Cut. "You're ugly." Cut. Cut. "You're fat." Cut. Cut. Cut. "No one will ever love you!" Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Hi. My name is Aphmau, and I hate my life. This is a Garmau Story. And Aphmau has been depressed for two years now. She gets bullied in school. And one day a new boy comes. His name is Garroth. And he doesn't know the rules: if you hang out with her you will get bullied too, because she is a "freak." And no one to know about her cuts except and online friend that she's never met....

::WARNING:: EMERALD SECRET SPOILERS AHEAD YoU hAvE bEeN wArNeD You are Aaron's little sister. You are an ultima, like him, but when he was a senior in highschool, you were a freshman. You were shy, and still are, and stayed in the shadows for so long that few even knew he had a sister. That is until you see him and his friends at Love~Love Paradise years later and meet a certain door-breaker...... Also, the first chapter is really boring, so please don't stop there. ;w;

~UNDER EDITING~ if you read this you're braver than i am This story contains mature themes, very occasional strong language, ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ˢᵐᵘᵗ (but you'll have to look pretty hard to find it and I'd honestly be impressed if you made it that far). It's blocked out and labelled, that way you can skip it if it isn't really your thing. The plot has grown up with me and kind of become my love child. It's pretty fragmented at the moment, but I do wholly encourage you to read through each chunk (otherwise you'll easily miss the spicy romance lol). I'm working on filling in what's missing. Of course, the beginning is the most developed part now, but I have at least majorly spruced up the remaining old chapters. I'm also working on including little guiding notes to fill you in on missing details and arcs that don't quite line up yet. If you have any questions and/or need any clarification, you can always feel free to message me! Other than that, I hope you'll enjoy this seriously-toned fanfic that tries not to take itself too seriously. With plenty of fourth wall breaks and the occasional joke, I hope you'll come to feel as connected to it as I do.

Disclaimer:I don't own MCD it belongs to Aphmau Cover is made by me. Ask permission before trying to use the cover. Please don't follow the story plot or I will report you. ................................................................... My name is Aphmau Beatrix Phoenix. I loved someone who loved me back, but still hurts me. I have someone who loves me and who comforts me whenever my lover hurts me. Love confuses me so much. I have a lot of Regrets. But I didn't expect this to be one of them. ------- This is my first book and it's so cringy it might give you unidentified diseases. So yes, if you're up for the challenge I won't stop you. ;3