AM•NE•SIA- (noun) a partial or total loss of memory What would've happened if Bucky Barnes didn't go back into freezing after Civil War? What if he started getting his memories back? What if he just decided to live a normal life with Steve? What if that's what this book is about? ...well it is so look no further. Notice: this is a sequel to Devotion, another one of my books so if you would like to read that one before hand, go for it! (Disclaimer: it is pretty cheesy I wrote it like 3 years ago) If not then continue but you may not get some references to the first book :) and I don't include many authors notes so when I do it's probably important to read them :)

For seventeen year old Newt, the number ten is everything. Ten steps. Ten times you must snap your fingers. Ten nods of your head. Ten. When he's put in a mental institution for his extreme OCD, depression and anxiety, he meets some unlikely friends. And possibly the boy he's been looking for his whole life. But can he trust him? (also on AO3 under ava_kay) WARNING: content may be TRIGGERING for some (deals with various mental illnesses) most characters from The Maze Runner by James Dashner, I do not own them. p.s.- if newt says anything that seems ignorant towards mental illnesses, please know I'm trying to portray a teenager who doesn't understand yet, and that he eventually will understand!

Comment vous feriez si vous apprenez que vous allez devoir passer la soirée à un double rendez-vous avec votre petite amie, sa meilleur amie et le garçon sur qui vous avez crushé pendant des années sans même que ce dernier ne connaisse votre existence ?